tHE sOul thAt is brOken

frustrated!

2008-05-02T10:38:00.001-07:00

i am feeling damn frustrated
feel like blogging
but yet now that i duno wat to blog or where to start frm
cos i have too much to complain and let out

my life is in a mess now
my house is in a mess now
my family is in a mess now
my mind is in a mess now
my clothes are in a mess now
everything is in a mess now

my clothes are hanging everywhere around me
i dun have a proper place to keep them
my cupboard spoiled
and its full
i wanted to buy a new one
but yet looking around i cant find a place to put it if i buy one
and i dun even have the mny to afford one now
but i dun like to see my clothes hanging ard
they are all crumpled and smells as they are not kept in a proper place
i feel like throwing them awae
all are new
but aft my father washes them
they turned old and disgusting
everytime i tidy up my clothes and things he will anihow hang and put the dried clothes
cant he be more sensible
i dun see he treat his own ting in this bloody irritating way
why cant he respect my tings
i duno wat to say abt him
cant he be more supportive
always grumbling
always that mad
always purposely want to make my fucking brother angry and quarrel will start
serve both of them rite
is this a proper house or even call a family
i doubt
if i have a the money
i will move out
i rather leave and lead my own life
i dun wan to stay in this bloody idiot place
i hate this way of living
i had enuf
for 20years
i have been here
not moving aniwae
cant life be more bright for me?
or it is only me?
i felt that my life sux
there are always so so mani problem
feeling frustrated when i am at home
not even a single corner make me happi
ITS IN A MESS
I AM IN A MESS
LIFE IS IN A MESS

i nid a proper job too
cant see where this job can bring me to
simply too much break
it cant support me financially
its tiring
the job make me feel that i am suspicious everytime i work
i dun feel secure
dun feel at peace at all
if not for the commitment that i said i will take
i will have quit this job already
thanks tat ther are still jan and shan
if not
i duno how am i going to take this

i am financially tight
so mani bills and payment to settle
they are squeezing me dry
no more shake aft this last bottle
i will not take them anymore
more mny needed to settle the 535 facial treatment
handphone bills
daily expenses
the price of getting a new cupboard
transport expenses
my lappy is dying and makes me more frustrated even more when i cant afford a new one now
evertin is squeezing me dry

my mind is exploding
i have so so much to complain
i duno wat am i typing to
mayb it make no sense to everyone
but jus needed a place for me to speak everytin out

i hate my life
i hate myself

where am i leading to

teared

2008-04-29T01:21:00.000-07:00

it has been long tym since i did that
all by myself
along the journey
the quiet yet long journey
mind swirl

what would i be if i love myself more
if i have more confident
if i

the list goes on
it is always pointing out the negative and yet doing nth to turn them into positive
what am i
someone living in his own little dark world
alwaes filled himself with emo times and negative thoughts
when will i learn and when will i change

its not my fault to be short
its not my fault to be fat
its not my fault to be pimpled face
its not my fault to be not tat man
its not my fault to do what i am doing now

but still
the responsibility fall on me

ever knew a young boy who
dun dare to shit inside a public toilet
fear of being laughed and looked at by others

ever knew a young boy who
avoid the popular buses that are alwaes crowded with good looking and trendy youngsters
fear of being looked down and dispise by others

ever knew a young boy who
sticks closely to his grandma and dun dare to speak out loud for his own opinions
fear of being scolded by others

ever knew a young boy who
face down the floor while walking on the road
fear of making eye contacts with others

ever knew a young boy who
lacks of confident and courage
fear of whatever and whatever

how can such a young boy turn up to be someone that ppl admire and dares to admire someone directly and openly
with a negative childhood
he grow up with fear over his shadow of the past
nber he understand the feeling of true happiness when he is alone
frens is who he can seek his comfort from
only with frens he feel the sense of belongingness and confident
once he found someone he can share his happiness with
someone that he love
but he let it go
without much thinking
and he is left with nth of that sort now
no more love of giving and taking

how much can he share with his frens
how long can he spend with his frens
every one have their own life to live
have thier own problem to face and solve
yes it is good to share with frens
he know
neither did he take the step to share everything and every thought
nor he approaches anyone
but why
no body know including himself

and now
he is someone living in memories
he is someone that bring happiness to frens ard him
he is someone that
put up a fake front
who is still lack of confident
who depise himself
who dun have the courage to love
who dun have the pride to face a girl up front

when will he live a happy life
when will he get free of his shadow
when will he ever face his own feelings

nber did he know till the day he is gone

rmb a quest he asked his fren today during lunch
whats the best wae that can relieve him without any pain and hassle
an answer he will seek
and try when he has the courage
silently and peacefully he hope
who will be the last one that he miss and recall
the ans will be the 2 women he love most till now

tears came when he narrates his stories
he is listening
listening to his stories singing out by people thru songs
miserable songs

when will he learn

aft today
he will still be someone cheerful
but inner soul remain
silent remain
tinkings remain
it goes on and on

he is feeling miserable

there he goes
trying hard to find his happiness
he will success when his mind turns blank and empty
it may be when he seek _______

life carry on as for now

he tell himself to be strong
he tell himself everything will be fine
he tell himself he will be alright
he tell himself emo time will pass
he tell himself all sort of rubbish to comfort himself

the stories end
the longest story he had ever said
the deepest feeling he had ever said

"no worries my fren" he said

he hate himself

updates again

2008-04-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone...long time no update

the update starts...

just received the bomb todae
the long awaited one
-notice of enlistment-
and i was scheduled to report for enlistment on the Sept 13
not tat excited not tat sad just a wierd feeling that i duno how to describe
abt 5mths more for me to prepare myself for the task that all physically fit guy have to go through
i shall do my best to train up and work hard and prepare myself real hard
after reading the letter...thghts start to run thru my mind....alot of thinking done for the 5mths on what i nid to accomplish and stuff

at least they allow me to celebrate my birthdae before going into the camp
still quite thoughtful of them
so anione who see this
make sure u make my birthdae this year a wonderful one
haaa
u all shld noe who i am refering to
: ))

anyway
backed from the much anticipated taiwan trip
a so called graduation trip for me and also the clique
lasted for 12days and 11nights from 27March - 7April
tink it is long??
nah..its too short to satisfy me
haaaa
but still
it is wonderful i can say
enjoyed the whole trip, the food, the hotel stay, the walk, the clique, the companion and the everyting
everytin is so nice and good there
if i ever have a chance i will sure emigrate over there with my future family
but still...wish is still a wish
money is still a factor for wish to come thru
haaa
shall update more of the trip in future
but if you are curious and cant wait for the update
pls visit my friendster account to look at the fotos for the trip
as we say...picture paints a thousand word

as i over spent during the trip..have no choice but to work right after i came back from the trip
and currently working tgt with jan and shan in an small company
the job is bloody hell tiring i can say
me and shan have to walk from 10-5 with 1 hour break in between
walking under the sun is realli tiring and everydae i am smelly as i sweat like hell lot
and due to the dirty dust and air i have rashes on my feet and my arms
oh no what a job is this
but still
its good to work with frens that u noe and to gossip on the phone
its the joke and companionship that makes this job a not to bad job
without the 2 i tink i will quit aft the first day of work
haaaa

and
and and

sad news to me
i realised that my height dropped and my weight increased
thats not a very good piece of news for me
shall try hard to do something to my currently unsatisfied weight

graduation ceremony of the 21May
3years of poly life just passed
lots of module
lots of tests
lots of laughter
lots of joy
lots of stress
lots of memory
lots of up and down
and most imptly
lots of companion from the clique
time realli flies
this marks the start of the new phrase of my life
wat shld i do next and wat will happen to me in the future?
we shall see

shall stop here
and will update real soon
cheers everyone

nice songs

2008-03-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

it's fotosss

2008-03-25T05:09:00.000-07:00

want foto please ask frm me wor..but have to wait

2008-03-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

finally blogged

2008-03-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

it have beeen real real long since i last blogged
i tink alot of people might think that i have already abandoned this blog
haaaaa
but nah..wont abandon it as it is once set up for a purpose and now it still hold as a memory source for me
memory-something that is deep down the heart or maybe the brain
fotos and songs bring back memories
and memories made me emo
and the feeling is of cos not very good

回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边唤不醒原来还跳动的画面谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

i have studied for like total of 13years (6years of primary sch, 4years of sec sch and 3years of poly)
time passes real fast, till now i still duno how i manage to even pass and get a diploma cert
with such a low standard in languages and like no info absord till now
all that i have studied have all threw back to all my teachers and lecturers
so now..i am empty minded looking for a new start
whats next?

Taiwan trip will be here soon
march 27 - april 7 (total of 12days and 11nights)..exciting huh
haaa
duno y i dun have that exciting feeling leh
rather worried and stress ya
mayb i am not ready for the trip
but still
shall enjoy the fullest out of this trip
since i am there with my bunch of wonderful poly clique
they are still the best
a source for me to throw in all my jokes and laughter
hope that the itinerary i planned for u all will be welcomed with positive comments wor
haaaa
the dae is coming soon and yet i am still undone with the planning of itinerary and haven started with my packing
oh no!!
no worries ..there is 1 full day tml and i hope i will be that hard working to stay focus on what i need to do
i hope i wont buy alot of stuff for this trip as i dun have space to keep them
so ya..lets see..i oni looked forward to buy back nice food wor
haaa
yummy yummy
but looking at my tummy and waist and my weight
oh no
thats terrible man
plus horrible
haaa

so what aft the taiwan trip
i hope i can get a part time job to earn some savings before i am enlisted
toking abt enlistment
the thought of tat is not veri positve yeah
althgh i tell myself that it will be fine and ok
but still...
i tink i will adapt once i go in ba
must realli get prepare le
physically and mentally
i must learnt
alot to catch up
i must tell myself not to be lazy animore
but still i alwaes say and there is no action
haixx
tats me
lazy bum
(what will i look like when i am bo tak?)
haaa

now is so "earli" le
and i am still here watching you tube
haaaa
命中注定我愛你 is so nice wor..must go watch ya
shall stop now and continue my show and get some slp
yesh some slp
taiwan i am coming!!!

love is never there for me
memories hurt but it do warm my heart
love is far from me

cheers

Dissapointing y--

2007-12-26T01:18:00.000-08:00

why do i bother ppl when ppl dun bother abt me
why do i date ppl when ppl dun even date me
why do i even care when ppl dun even care abt me
why do ppl have to bring the other half when going out with me
why do i care so much abt the surrounding
why do i care so much abt wat other ppl tink
why do i have no one to speak too abt my real thghts
why do i feel so restricted
why
why
why

there are so mani dissapointing why

Marry X'mas Everyone : ))

2007-12-25T02:33:00.000-08:00

hoHoho
Merry X'Mas
having fun and enjoying urself right now with ur love one??
haa
may all be blessed and stay happi for the years ahead!!

actualli also duno wat to post
but since i am free at home
shall post someting yeah

this x'mas is special to me
cos
1) no more at Orchard Road unlike the previous years
2) i stayed at home the whole day after i came back from work
3) received quite a bit of gifts from colleagues of mine
4) it's the loneliest christmas ever

its a long break for me
gotten off on last fri sat and sun
worked till 3pm today
gonna have off tommorrow and wed
shall see what i can do during the 2day off
erm..mayb portfolio, project, upload fotos or watever that i can find to keep me entertain : )
shall have a good rest and long slp too : )

2007 is coming to an end..hope the year ahead will be better for me and everyone around me : )
smilEx
once again - - -- - Merry X'mas and Happy New Year in Advance

fat fat fat

2007-11-27T11:16:00.000-08:00

sk2 have grow fat
instead of cutting down on weight
u realise that i have grown some weight/fats
tats so terrible
wat shld i do??
i tink i realli should double cut down my diet
be more constant and do more vigorous excerises
and i am goin for my army check up tml
ermmm
god bless me
hopE they dun suck too much precious blood of mine
and instead they should take my fats
haaaa
pray for me ok!! haaa
attachemnt will be cuming to an end soon
about 2 more mths??
and ya...meaning wat??
meaning tat portfolio nid to hand in already !!!
oh no...lol...
u ppl better start tinking ok
haa altghg i noe u all wont tink too much ya
haaa

and guess wat
saw jasmine and her mum and jan and ron todaY at ps
haaa
the world is so small
haaaa
and sweet jasmine mum leave me a very thoughful ending phrase :"tink u have grow fatter!"
tats so wonderful yeah
haaaaa
i shld buck down
haaa

and guys...celebrating for jeanie and jason???
it will be on the 8Dec....
names strike out will be : Peifen and Huimin
ppl kip in view : BeeeYan and HuiShan and Adel
ppl confirmed: sk, jeanie, jason and jasmine and amy

do update ya : ) )
and rmb ur E Journal which is due tis coming fRidaE!!

chEers
cya soon

你最近好嗎?

2007-11-24T22:36:00.000-08:00

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷風有點大城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話
你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
昨天遠了明天還長回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更听话
你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發
你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙紮
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

i shLd blog

2007-11-17T00:29:00.000-08:00

yeSh..i shld blog
if not tis blog will be abandoned
and i dun wan it to become tat waee
this place filled with all my memories
both good and bad
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liFe has beEn quiTE boring recentlY
wat hAppeneD to my wonDErful and fun Filled timE
7DaEs a week, 5 daes i will be working, and the rest of the 2 daes off but mostly i will be at home
but waT is there to do at homE?
except tinking and lotSa tinking
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aM i sociablE?
i dUn tink so
aT least not to strangers
but am Different if i am with my usuaL cliquE and ppl i noe
buT yet..haVe been pondering
mayb i shld try to be more sociable
join more outdoor activities
and get out of the only fren circle i had
so that i have more tins to kip myself occupied during my free time
aT least i will not be so dependable on anyone or anytin
liFe can still go on to be wonderful and occupied
at leaSt if i dun have companion from X..i sTill can put some hopE onto Y..if Not Z
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iS it dUe to attachMent anD buSy schedule tat REsult in the LeSs regular meet up
or has it been owaes the case right from the start
oTher than Sch dAEs
all will be preoccupied
wiTh one ting or another
tings tat are more impt than mEet upzz
buT its still qUite reasonable
everyone has hiS or her priorities and someone taT he or she is dependent on
mOst ppl make thier choice and they have chooSen loVe relationShip as thier firSt
wHo wilL not choose thaT if theY had the Chance
bUt stilL somE ppl may go for othER tinGs like Frenship and kInship
bUt yet..which is reliable and which is not
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thE biGGer the Clique
the moRe difficulT a Frenship can be maintained
one alwaes sae..if a real fren is need..1 is more than enuf
thE one may Be ur oNi lisTeners, youR oni Soulmate ur onI companion
bUt whO realli hAs one
alwaes there when u nid him or her??
i cAn saY tat i dun hAve 1
i counTEd myself haLf lucky and haLf not luckY
luCky that i have a Big cliQue of fREnzz
unLucky that the NumBer is so Big that no one Realli unDErstand everyone well
and........
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after tyPing ouT thE above
dUn realli noe waT is tat for
jus random tinkIng
sHld i say iTs jus some oBstacles in liFe
and in liFE
there are alot of obstacles awaIting
i wIsh i wasnT sO dependable
so emoTional
so wilDtinker
iT will fRee me froM some avOidable prOblems
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aT least for thE next few dAes (realli few)
i will be more occupieD
SaT - cHalet wiTh sEc sCh pals (hoPe it will not be cancelled)
sUn - iTs a off DAe for me...mOst probable staYing at home
Mon - MeeTing up with 2 FrenX of mine foR diNNEr gatHEring
Tue - Beeyan birthdae dinner gathering (hope it will not be cancelled)

and yesh..thats all for the week
Wed,Thurs,Fri,Sat and Sun...i pREdict i shall bE working den hOme sWeeT home

anYone noe tAt there is a food fair goin on from 16-20Nov at the Singapore Expo??
itS so Attractive
but wHo shld i ask to go with me
duH
moSt prob giVing it a miSss sincE i am cuTting down oN weighT
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i Ain't here to GEt aTtention
or tO hinT anyonE
or to conVey any msG
or to get anY pity
or to ....
juSt wanT to tyPe out wat i feel
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Pretty muCh PubLice Holidaes coming up
Christmas follow by New YeaR
reAlli dUn looK forward to TAt
cOs i fOreseeN boRing activiTy foR me
maYb if i waS asked to work
i shAll agreee
haAaA
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aM i very thick skin
am I very Straight forWArd
am i verY fake
am i verY disturbing
am i Very annoYing
am i verY disgusting
am i Very Short
am i verY uglY
am i verY light bulb
am i very fat
am i ....

i have no ans as wellll
but i noe..at least i have a little of everytin tat is negative..althg not to the extent of very..but still..its still negative yeah
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2 meals a day
fruits
exercise

the above are my priorities now

i shall slim down (hopefully)
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halF looking forWarD to the end of attachment half nOt
lookIng forward aS aftEr that will haVe oversea trIp
althgh i foreseen turn ouT to be low
but stIll i will look forward
at least i noe adel will be confirmed goin if nth crashes
noT looking forWArd as afTer attachment will be graduation and tat means
next phRase of life wwill sTArt
good bye to teenage life and hello to adulthood
army and work will be awaiting for me
duh
i dun like the thght of it
huge huge obstacleS
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i shAlll end here
so super lo sou
haaaa
may i be happi
may i be slim
cheerss everyone: ) )

Oct 31sT

2007-10-31T01:07:00.000-07:00

wah..i see spider web le wor...haaa
long long tym no blog
but since today is 31OCt
and hben slp
and feel like blogging

it has been a year le
mani tings changed
while some don't
a good example will be memories
good and bad..both are worth recalling
sweet or bitter..both are what once we created together
haaa
but still..some ting will change
relationship or friendship or wat ship
all will change.. (LAME)
hAaa
2 U : stay happi wor - dun tink so much le : ) Treasure wat u have wor..and i noe u are : ))

i shall stay happi too : )) with or without x day must still carry on !! Gambatte!!

SIP GO GO GO

能不能把我的愿望还给我.
为什么天这么安静.
所有的云都跑到我这里.

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始围绕
没有理由我也能自己逃

你要离开我知道更简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

life updatesss

2007-09-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

yest nite was so shocking
when i heard the news of jan kana car accident
lucky oni fracture leg
if not ah...
oh my god
cant continue tinking
...
anywae
i did my veri best
send her a veri veri funny msg
tink she will be entertained during that veri moment when she is reading the msg
haa
and pls
everyone
when coming into contact with traffic
pls kip a veri careful lookout k
dun anyhow tink and anyhow cross
do not end urself during the SIP ah
its not worth it wor
heee
...
jan mus take care
ur hatch one is waiting for u
waiting for u to HATCH ONE more
heee
...

and saw that ZHU LAY online jus now
haaa
toked to her
wooooo
her life must be not bad
got to noe tat her life revolved ard 10mins
...
10mins walk to internet room
10mins walk to bath
10mins walk to canteen
and so mani 10mins
lol...
how i hope attachment is like 10mins oni...
wooooo
nitedreaming
lol

yeashh....i had off yesterdae and todae and tml
meaning i had a straight 3 dae off frm sat to mon
cool rite
lol
but realli sian
cos i off
doesnt mean the others in the clique also off
so life is still quite boring
..
yest went a little shopping with jeanie and fatty
bought a office pants and shirt for 54 in total
...wallet bleed
and i predict still hav more for me to buy
..
like another pair of shoe ah..and mayb a decent office bag ba
haaaa
and ya..a umbrella...
office must have umbrella
if not lunch break cant leave the office for food...
thats not veri cool
...
haaa
aft alittle shopping at taka and far east..
went meet adel
see cherry band..
till late nite ard 1plus ba
den went hk cafe with her to have a bo luo bao and one triple snow ice...
ermmm
not tat nice for tat red bean favour...
prefer ice monster..yumyum

den todae...stayed at home for the whole dae..slpt frm 4am to 4pm = 12hrs of slp
wuhaaa
but still not satisfied eh
haaa
stayed at home for a whole dae of drama...chiong "hei tang ma qi duo"
nice nice
now me at esp 8
will continue when i get the remaining supply
haaaa
highly recommend wor...
can help u all relax during sip
so can go watch watch wor
:))

tml is also a dae of boredom??
shall slp till late
den shld be meeting up with amy ong li xiang ba
haaa
but meet up le do wat...??
i also duno
lets see wat i have on mind
haaa
but sure
there will be food in my itinery
heeee

and tuesdae is wking dae le
tues wed thurs fri and sat
straight 5daes of wk
...i mus realli jia you jia you!!
shld try to adapt to taste of coffe
den can drink duirng sip to kip me awake
haaa
no more dozing off pls...

yeah...i had alot of tings to buy on my mind
ermmm
1) psp slim
2) hp

haaaa
actualli oni two la
but both also veri ex
and is all technology
...erm..i am flooded with technology
and they are goin to make my pocket bleed
...wooooooo
shld i buy or shld i not...ermmmm
i shall consider...

and ya
shall comment abt my third dae of wk - fri 14/9
met up with jeanie at somerset mrt
den bought a soon kway and a curry puff at old chang kee for breakfast
and i ate the soon kway leaving the curry puff in the drawer
...tinking tat i will be free to eat it during wk...heee
but..to my surprise
stress is coming and time is not enuf!!
i was presented with a booking to be make earli in the morning
nad ya..so i made it with the help of another nice colleague..
learnt more thru the coaching..
hope it help and i rmb the steps and info
aft tat was a little break
..was asked to go over to the transfer department to learn some cross learning
was surprised by the wkload and the complicated job scope they have
..lucky i wasnt in the department
..
but i can sae..with challenging job..time pass faster
haaaa
and i noe tis new colleague by the name of santhana...
nice girl
teach me some knowledge abt the transfer job
and also comment tat
i didnt lok like a poly student!!!
tats so sad
but still
she is frenly la
haaaa
lunch was at cine food court..with jeanie pf and yvonne
ate the minced meat noodle..
not bad la
haaaa
cine will be one fo our common place for lunch
..haaa
and i predict
the tym wher we can still meet up tgt during lunch will be ending soon
erm..
as we are alll in diff department
and i am sure work laod is coming soon for us
as peak period is coming
so ya..
shall treasure this period of lucky tym we hav : ))
better than those like amy and jan
who is wking alone...hee
but i tink amy shld be not bad ba
attracted so mani guys
haaaa
the power of double chinned big butt girl??
haaa..go amy
i am sure u will enjoy ur wk there
4ever cheerful laughing and smiling and slping
lol

back to wk...
aft lunch was more work to do
didnt stop
did booking
check hotel availability
reply email
cancel booking
arrange invoice and documents
booking
replying email

all these is wat i did aft lunch
and ya
i wk till 7.10 like tat ba..
..tis is really a challenging job
..i tink more is goin to come
soon real soon
lol
and i am oni taught and assigned the most basic and easy job wor...but still...
its challenging to my standard...
hAAaaa
but i shall find interest and laughter frm all the work tat was assigned to me!!!
yesh!!

looking forward to wk on tues..
:)))
and those tat didnt blog and update...
pls do so soon k
..ppl like pf and beeyan and adel and huimin...
tis blog is for everyone
so ya..pls do blog
dun find entertainment frm our entry k
must be fair
let us find some frm urs too :)))

lets meet up soon k
have been seeing alot of jeanie adel pf and amy lately
but wat abt others...
ermmmm...
do make a effort to sms ard and meet up k
cheerrrss

sk 2nd daE ... still yawn

i am still veri veri tired
todae woke up at 730
althgh i slpt for 7 hrs
but i still cant yawning and closing my eye
...
todae didnt shit
so able to make it to somerset mrt and meet jeanie at 840
den went 711 for breakfast - fried beehoon
eating when walking
...
we was like toking...
sure turn fat when we have breakfast, lunch and dineer
and duno why
althg u stay inside the office and sit for the whole dae
i still feel hungry veri easy
duno why
lol
...
9-10.30 read files and documents
den 10.30 onwards was stapling itinery and fold brochure etc
yes
i also did a booking for a hotel
....my first so called "easy" booking tat my mentor passed me to do
still a little bit scary
and i did it damn slow and careful with the guide of my nice mentor
everytin nid to be so careful
booking plus emailing back the company tat book the hotel
everytin mus be correct
and everytin must have cushion with black and white to prevent any mistakes or misunderstandings
...
the booking is still under pending
yes ..pending
cos the agency haven reply me if they wan the booking not
haaaa
so i tink by tml can be cfm
..
and duno good or bad new
heard frm my mentor tat
i will have my own agency that belong to me frm tml
meaning if the agency send us email for enquiry
i will be the one replying to them and do their hotel booking
haaa
will be stress in the beginning i tink
but hope i can cope
i hope i dun destroy everytin and make mistakes
haaaaa pray
...
lunch was at cine with jeanie and pf
haaaa
lucky i stil have them to lunch with me
better than one person eat
haaa
...
after lunch was back to folding brochure and stapling
and 4.5 hours just passed slowly
..
same as yest
there was moment wher i doze off and eye closing
and the place i will visit will be toilet
..haa
to wash up my face
but sometime it is useful, sometime not
so ya...
another helper was my mentos sour sweet i bought yest
haaaa
....
hope tml will be a better dae
..a
and i am jealous
jeanie and pf went city tour yest
todae go nite safari
tml will be goin sentosa
so enjoyable
at leat can go out
wont fall aslp
me
..lol
yawn...

hope i dun continue my dozing tml
haaa
jan work place is like so so cool
cheers everyone : ))))
smilExxx
continue to update wor
gonna slp....
nite

SIP tiring

oh Zhu Lay..
it will be so wonderful tat the bathroom has no doors
must be so interesting
lol
but do take care k
do not kana peep by peeping tom/susan or ah a or ah b ok
and bed too hard rite
i teach u
go pour some water onto the bed
den it will become soft and soggy
jasmine will like the feeling and maybe the taste
..haaa
hope wk will be fine for u wor
and so looking forward to u wearing the chambermaid uniform
lol
must be "cute:

good luck k
and do update more
i tink lotsa ppl in our clique is missing u
including me
oh no...no more chance to see zhu lay slping beside me and eating sour plum and eating papaya and green apple
oh no!!!
but still u will be back soon
real soon
cya
rmb wor
waiting for u to go taiwan with me ya : ))

ok
now will be SIP time
first dae of sip
guess wat
i woke up at 730
yet i oni reach on tym like 9?and jeanie run like mad and reach a little bit later
and i have to squeeze in order to get into the train...
dun like dun like
haiXx
tml nid to wake up earlier le i tink
sian..
i forget to estimate tym for shitting
so i shall do it starting frm tml
and in office was like yawning dozing and yawning
cant even concentrate
9-10.30 was walking ard the departments and printing my thick file of information
and 10.30-12 was my own tym own target
i finish reading the thick file tat contain the tariff and everytin
den 12 was lunch with jeanie and pf at lucky plaza...
food quite cheap
3.50
but cant last me long leh
cos my stomach was calling for more food at ard 5plus
after lunch was system training
..i tink learning the steps will be so super tough and scary
alot to remember
and no mistakes can be done
oh no!!
i pray : ))
tml was another dae of tiring dae
hope everytin will be fine
and tym will pass faster and faster
:)))
and ya...tis week schedule is sat and sun off..and other weeks will be like mon to sun with one weekdae off and sun off
and mon-fri is 9-6.30pm and sat is 9-5
yawn...
i better get more slp before tml come
i hope i dont yawn again!!!
i shall bring more food to prevent me frm slping..
i have my own not so permanent desk and drawer to put my stuff
happpi
haaaaaa
all the best for me and the clique k...faster update us k
so surprise that jan is the first that update us..haaa
others pls catch up and update kkkkk
meet up sooooonnnn!!!

anywae..
results was out
and yes!!
i finally passed the gpa 2.99
i am so hapi : ))
haaa
hope everyone has the same luck as me :)))
gogogo

our friendship flows....

leg is pain
stomach is pain
yawn
smilEXXX:))

foto updateXxxx

2007-08-31T11:14:00.000-07:00

updaTEssss---

2007-08-31T10:14:00.000-07:00

wher shld i start??
tas when i realised how long i didnt update my blog
wuhaaa

ok here i start
16/8
went sch earli in the morning for be presentation
presenting to the whole lec grp
kinda nervous
haaa
but to no surpise
the lec hall is empty
with 3 ppl that came to support mingzhi and matthew
haaa
and also ppl from the other grp who is presenting
so ya
not so nervous aft knowing the face
and start presenting
haaaa
felt so relaxed aft tat
met up with jas aft tat and went jack's place for lunch
yummy yummy
den went nokia care and went back sch to collect the art assignment back
happi tat i managed to pass
haaa
den met up with shan amy and jeanie to go orchard and search for pf present
haaa
a tough search with lotsa distraction along the wae
including food and own shopping
lol
den went down to Village for pf birthdae celebration
jan and ron joined
ordered lotsa food and had a fun time : )

17/8
supposed to be last dae of sch for sem 3.1
went for dpd revision lec
den went itas to eat with shan and lay
food was nice
den was practice for ticketing test at 2
super scary
den took the test and felt lost in between with lotsa mistakes
there gone my A
lol
den met up with amy and nana and jas
and proceeded to bedok for our ingredients for cooking at amy hse later
hAaaa
fun time searching for cheap and good fresh ingredients
went to amy hse and prepared the food and everytin
had a good meal
dishes include : steam egg, steam fish, fried egg toufu with jing zhen gu and dou miao, fried pork in dark soya sauce and lastly cheese toufu
super sstisfied with our effort and food
the process of marinating cooking talking laughing chopping washing is fun + fun
haaaa
even amy's mum complimented us..haaaa
and ya..the food is nice for sure..
activities continued
eating and mahjong-ing
lol
ate two tub of ice cream, jelly, onei onei, tang yuan and man tou
super dupper pig
haaa
and ya
mahjong-ing is so fun
duno when and how i got addicted to tis activity
but i noe i had lotsa mahjong session with amy and nana and also jas
haaa
my mahjong clique
we manage to play thru the nite
ya without slping
of cos we are tired
but still had to force ourselve to sch for the pre-sip session
simply tired during the tok
imagine if i was alone..
i wil sure be slping thru the tok
luckily there are frens ard
haaaa
aft which the clique went down to jas house for mahjonging again plus some chilling out
but oni managed to play a few round
cos realli too tired
haaa
den went home and had a good slp

20/8
wanted to go sch for ob lec
but due to the fact tat i will be late and there is no seat in the lt
decided to meet up with jeanie at tm instead
to bank in cheque and collect my hp
den proceed back to tp and meet up with shan and lay for a meal at biz park
and me jeanie rushed down to airport wanting to make a booking for our bangkok trip
but in the end..bought nth
cos decided to go chinatown to look for agency
jas and her mum said is easier and cheaper
thus we took the long train trip down to chinatown
approach few agency and settle down in farmosa
4d3n bangkok trip in first hotel by tiger airway with airport/hotel transfer and half day city tour
cost us $340 each
quite cheap i can sae
cheaper den other destination like hk and taiwan
aft which had porridge at chinatown
thnks jas mum for the treat
went home aft tat
with intention to study
but no motivation
haaaa

23/8
met up with shan and lay at tiong to study ob
its quite productive i can sae
more efficient and effective as compared to me staying at home and study
haaa
had lunch at mos and stayed there for study
den proceed to food court for dinner and little shopping in tiong
den continue study at bk
den proceed home and continued study

24/8
Ob test at 7pm
i can only sae
i had not enuf time to complete the paper
and was writing very fast and very messy
hope the marker noe wat i am writing
lol
overall paper wasnt too diff
but tink wont score well
haaa
proceed to tm for pasta mania with jas amy and nana
super ful aft the meal
and after tat decided to go jas hse for mahjong session
yes and mon there is desti paper
haaa
but still we played overnite mahjong till ard plus 7 i tink
fun time playing
lost to amy
haAaa
den proceed home to slp

25/8
stayed at home study desti
but slpt till late
and also with lotsa tv programs like campus superstar and guess guess guess
i couldnt concentrate much on studying
haaa
its not productive at all

26/8
met up with lay at 2 at chinatown to study for desti
much productive cos distraction was lesser than at home
den shan joined and we had porridge again at the chang cheng porridge
super hot over there
den went some shopping and tibits purchasing at people park
haaa
den went bukit merah central to study till morning 4 plus and cabbed home to slp
effective study and doing of past year exam papers
lotsa toking and crapping tooo
haa
but one ting i can sae..
the mac there is stuffy and hot
haaa

27/8
wake up at 10.30 am to read thru once
den went sch
2.30pm was the paper
crap thru
super crappy
half of the ans cant be found in the lec notes i tink
lol
realli test our 3 years of crapy knowledge and skill
but aft tat
felt so super relaxed
proceed to funan it mall cos amy and jeanie wan sign some contract for thier comex work
den proceed to eat at the stall beside fisherman warft
nice nice
den went to shan hse for short mahjong playing session and mooncake eating session
haaa
den went home to slp

28/8
met up with jas shan amy and nana at marina bay for steamboat-ing
went to zhen fa
first tym we get to choose seats cos there are oni few ppl there
haaa
eat and enjoyed
den proceed to arcade, pool and ...
and its not home
haaa
decided to go amy hse for mahjong session again
haaa
realli addicted
me amy and nana played thru the nite till 6plus in the morning
lost to amy again
haaa
but nbermind
since its fun
den took abt 2hrs of short nap
and went to meet up the clique again for my celebration

29/8
birthday celebration for me
haaa
with the bunch of frens
detail pls approach me to ask me wor..haaaa
lazy to blog again
hAaaa

30/8
again
slpt for less than 2hrs
den went to meet up with huiming and weiting
i was late again
cos of my stomach
wasnt feeling veri well
meet up at 12plus
ate at food court
didnt eat much
oni few mouth of the fish bee hoon
den went k to sing frm 1-5
proceed to arcade for neo print session and some arcading
enjoyed the short fun tym together
with my sec sch clique
realli long tym since we had fun tgt
haaAa
thanks for the k and the birthdae card
but i didnt see it yet cos huiming took it with her
haaa
den went comex and saw jan ron and van tan
bought a 320gb of hard disc from van
cost me $170
a big hole in my pocket
but nbermind
treat it as a birthdae present for me from myself
haaa
den proceed for some shopping and then home
the whole day didnt eat much
jus some fish meat with beehoon and 4 durian pancake at the nite
realli is no aptite
stupid and weak stomach i had got...

31/8
stayed at home the whole dae
slacked and blogged
will be chiong-ing shows later
haaa

duno wats the plan for the next few dae
but i am sure there will be outing
and sept 6 will be proceeding to bangkok with jeanie and jas
hope everytin will be fine and fun
and be backed on 9sept
super looking forward
first tym to bangkok
hAaa
and there will be shulay farewell gathering and jason pre-enlistment gatehring to attend when we are backed from bangkok :)
hope it wont be too sad a atmosphere
haaaa

had a fun birthdae celebration
but sometin is still missing..ermmmm...but its still fun
and special : )

thnks for those that spent my birthdae with me
and they are: amy wenna adel jas jeanie jan ron lay shan yan and pf :)

and those that wished me thru smses
and they are: Veron, yenny,bee hui,wendy, shirley, mingzhi, theresa, tingting and vivian : )))

and those that wished me in my frenster :)

thnks everyone :)))
let me looked forward for my next year birthdae celebration
haaaa

and those that birthdae is cuming
haaa
looked forward to yours as well
cos i will sure to plan "EXCITING and FUN" activities for ur celebration : )) heee

facts abt my postings

2007-08-17T00:47:00.000-07:00

language sux
out of 100 postings, 95 will be sad post
interval of posting will be quite long
and 2 out of 10 that read my postings actualli tagged
some postings have hidden meanings

jus sumtin out of nothing
yawn

s o u l

2007-08-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

random

2007-08-14T18:17:00.000-07:00

suffering from diarrhea and vomiting, think i kana food poisoning : (
the feeling is terrible
but its better than the pain from the heart
its much much better

Thursday 9/8 - national day
a day for celebration and relaxation
yet for me its a day for me to rush out my CDS assignments
earli in the morning 11.30am
met up with nana and amy
to watch 881
a mostly hokkien comedy
songs was nice
some scenes was nice and touchy
but some was like lame
haaaa
aft tat headed to parkway
jasmine joined and pool we go
haaaa
fun pooling
the begginning luck was with me
i won about 6 or 7 rounds ba
den aft tat kept losing
haaaa
dae was so fun whenever i am with frens
den went giant to purchase fresh ingredients for cooking at amy house
bought udon noodles, cp wanton, chicken fillet, crabmeat and pork balls
amy home we go
cooked our delicious udon and wanton soup
so healthy
all soup based
aft eating played poker cards
again luck was with me in the beggining
and lost lost lost is wat i get aft the first few rounds
haaaa
but still..it was fun
den jeanie and fatty joined
and started of my long journey of rushing of cds fashion sketch books, illustration board, mood board and 12 fashion designs
rushed all the way till the next day 3pm
which was the date line
teacher was kind enuf to extend the dateline till 6pm
aft tat went home and slp like a pig

Fri and sat was slacking at home
slp and eat and watch shows
time without projects may b so slack and boring
haaaa

Sun met up with ailing
collect a bag of foodies she bought back from hk and korea for me
den went newton to eat
happily ordered - cereal prawn, kangkong, stingray and oyster ommelette
food was nice
and i am fully satisfied
everytin was fine
until the next dae morning
stomach feeling damn terrible
went toilet twice
den headed to sch feeling damn horrible
the feeling was like
duno to go shit or to go vomit
top wan come out bottom also wan come out
but still controlled
aft desti tut went pool again
with jas shan and alvin
went level 5 instead of 8
i dun like the smell and atmostphere
prefer level 8
haaaa
but still played for a hour
den me and shan went parkway
her slipper broke and nid to find a new pair
and i went toilet and vomit out
the feeling was great aft the vomit
den i ate ban mian and she bought her pair of slippers
dat was abt an hour
den pool we go
another 1 more hour
den went to eat mac - i thght mine stomach was already ok
went home aft tat
and slp from 10pm-2am
den wake up
the terrible feeling is back
i thght it was due to indigestion
so i ate a sour plum
which start off my uncountable trips to the toilet
haaa
presentation was cancelled
due to me and lay fallen sick
still manage to go for ob tut jus now at 3-5
den went home aft tat
i think my stomach is stil still not very stable
got the feeling i will visit the toilet later
but may god bless me
haaaa

_______________________________________________________
sometin its good to noe
sometin its better not to noe
but when u duno
u will kip guessing and looking for the ans
but when u noe
sometimes the feeling hurt
and it will really hurt
mood was super dupper low
so decided to go home
but yet wanted to go out
but where can i go
ermmmm
i shall stay at home and tink and reflect
i tink he must be a lucky guy
and she must be a happy gal
and i hope i can be a forgetful guy
i wan to forget abt the past
the memories
tat was once happy
it bring me saddness now
but memories is sometin human live on
until he/she find new memories
so ya
i dun tink i will ever forget baaa

我是一条没有人养的鱼
背着自由面无表情
彩色眼睛受伤的心
只有看到黑白的你
我像一条没有人养的鱼
我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊
我无法挥去一切从新再来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼

总是在夜里我不停的想你
你的每个笑在我心理是最总要的氧气
一直在心里呐喊着我还是深爱着你
过去的海洋少了你只剩下我和你有过的甜蜜回忆

你的温柔总是来了又去
我的孤单(不稀罕同情)
你的电话忍住不打
我不想变成习惯等你回来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
游向幸福的大海里

i jus feel like posting

2007-07-20T02:48:00.000-07:00

feel like posting
duno who to speak too
i am lost
.....
.....
.........
duno wat to sae
a pure truth

was looking at blog
and i tink my suspection is cfm
first i feel sad
den i feel hurt
lastly i feel hatred

but now i am left with sorrowness

emptiness

i tink u r happy
tats impt
can see it from text
and he must be lucky
lucky to have u to love

i am lucky too
i have myself
and i noe my frens

-------------------------
i felt wierd
its like so long since i asked my clique to go out
haaa
mayb i learnt to be independent
i duno
mayb is project tat make me busy and have no tym to tink
my heart is dead
--------------------------
althght i didnt sae a word
althght i may seem to be unreactful to the words of u all
its not becos i have no feeling
sometimes
the speech u all tok to me
do make me feel hurt
i felt so unrespected
u noe
althght we are frens
and may b close
tats y attention may not be paid in speech
but ya
i hope tings can change
and i dunno y
y am i controlling my temper
telling myself tat its becos we are close and u all didnt mean it
telling myself tat i shldnt shout back
frenship shldnt be break
someone need to take and one need to give
its a two way ting
so i hope tings will change to the better
-------------------------------------------------
i nid a soul
i nid a hug
i nid another memory

HOMMIE boi

2007-06-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

yeah
i tink i will sure be a hommie boi soon
if tml no miracle happen
i will be at home
and ya
at home means i consequently 3daes at home
hahaaaa
wonderful sia
if its realli wonderful

juZafool

initiative

2007-06-18T00:38:00.000-07:00

initiative??
hahaaaa
who will actuali do tat
tink too much i tink

haaaaaaaa

FXXXXXX- i shall consider..me? no longer me!

2007-06-17T16:27:00.000-07:00

Miracle didnt happen
i am at home
u noe how desperate i am to go out
but not alone
i asked and asked
i asked amy
i asked huiming
i asked jinying
i asked ailing
i asked mingzhi
and till now i am still at home
hahahahaaaaaa
frenster horoscope is so accurate
hahaaa
my schedule may be flexible, but not my frens schedule
wuhahahahahahahhahahaha
nbermind
dun give a damn
jas having a date
jeanie, lay and shan wking
hahaaa
is tat all i have?
i wondered
and ya
i tink tats so
pathetic
hahaaaaaa
suddenly i have a different view on a word tat start with F
and i tink i shld change
shallnt be so sticky
shallnt be so proactive
shallnt be so troublesome and cumbersome
shallnt be so problematic
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i shld kip quiet
hahahaaaaaaaaaaa
w t f
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its not easy

2007-06-17T15:34:00.000-07:00

its not easy
realli not easy
to forget
to tink easy
to dun tink so much
to find a company
to find someone to share wat u feel
to find someting to do during free tym
to have the courage to face the lonliness
to find motivation in life
to tink positive
to be hapi
to not to be emo and moody

its realli good to be busy
to find sometin to occupy time
like work or sch
tis prevent me to tink
to have tym to tink negative
nites are hard to pass
when there is no tat someone
anyone

its weekend
and its bloody boring weekend
staying at home for the whole dae of sat
doing nth
hiAxxx
wat a life
and i foreseen
sun which is tml
my life will be boring tooo
unless miracles happen
if not
i tink i will be at home again
home alone
sian ah!!

two weeks of life--

2007-06-16T04:18:00.000-07:00

Mon june 4th
One dae before OB test and ya
and still on with itch
went airport to meet jas and adel
purpose to eat popeye chicken
haha
cos long tym no eat le
realli got the urge
haaa
but the standard like drop le leh
and somemore dun have the fries that i wan
haha
but still hapi tat i ate tat
den went watson get the lotion and medicine for my rashes
went mac with jas..
she copy notes while i study
hahaa
realli realli feel like slping la
damn no motivation
but still more fun la
studying with frens
if not i at home sure slack de
haaa
den study till ard 9
went level 2 of t2 look for food
yesh!!dinner tym
haaa
den decide to settle down at this san chong liang jian
nice nice
ate kangkong and the damn famous chicken
and we are the last two customers
so paiseh
all the staff waiting for us to go out of the shop
hahaa
satisfied and off we went to bungawan solo
bought kueys
lol
and jasmine bought her share tooo
den it end my dae and off i go back to home and continue my study
didnt study much
no mood no moood!!
hahaaa

Tues June 5th
OB test dae
the test is 1-2
test i can sae is size
cos the last two essay question
totally forgot wat i studied
lol
and ya
so i any how write
although the tings i wanted to write is rite
but i anyhow write cos i cant remember the exact content
lol
anywae quite hapi cos test over le
yeah
den me jan lay jas shan and jeanie went orchard
stopover at lavender food court to eat
yummy
ate lot and alot
haha
blotted
and shirley joined in too
den went orchard
lay went cut her hair short
den off jan and jas went
both to tanjong...tanjong katong and tanjong pagar
to meet their xxxxxx
lolxxx
den while waiting for lay to finish cutting her hair
me jeanie and shirley and shan went hmv shop for amy birddae present
den ya
cant find anyting
and aft lay join, shan went off to meet her flexible
den we four went cine and taka and far east
but nth on our mind to buy for amy
haha
so ya..in the end we bought nth
but still
spending a dae out is fun
better than staying home
i dun like to go home!!!
wuhahaa

Wed June 6th
No memory of wat i do
but tink i stayed at home?
lol
to slack

Thur June 7th
Expo mother hood fair
working for diamond water
and ya
the work sux
realli sux
all becos of one woman!!!
tat gugu
lol
took cab to expo..supppose to reach at 12
and ya
spent 8$
den went eat bk
spent 2$
den total 10$
already 2hours pay gone
hahaa
but nbermind
den start wk feeling super drowsy and slpy
duno why
cant focus at all
den at first was told our job was to distribute flyers
den in the end nid do survey
but stil ok
is during the work from 12-8
the gugu woman kip tinking she veri big and kip checking on us
asking us wat happened and how is the situation and got any questions not
den kip teaching us wat to do
ya ..and kip spying on us
asking ask not to tok not to chat among ourselves and ask us to station at one place and dun move
super gugu
like we had no expereinces like dat
realli sux
my mood super affected by her
lucky got amy and beeyan working also
if not i tell u
i sure cant survive the bloody 8hours
and ya
dinner was quick
half hour
so ate corn, 1 ice cream and bought i drink
spent 4$ ba
another 1 hour pay gone
lol
den aft work went to john little and shop
bought someting
10$ i tink
and ya
2hours pay gone
so in the end
i work 8hours tat dae
5hours of pay gone
haha
meaning i earn 15$ tat dae
wuhaha
but nbermind
aft dat beeyan went home and me and amy went to eat the yummy foodcourt ban mian
tom yam de
yummy de
long tym nber eat le
so super miss it
den aft eating went home
and at the bus stop
picked up $5
which is my 1 hour pay
wuhhaaa
end my dae lucky sia : )))

Fri June 8
Received an horrified mail the previous nite
telling me tat the 20th century project date line was on mondae
so ya
super shocked
so met up with jeanie at sch to do up our mood board sketch book and illustration board
but didnt do much la
i managed to finish my mood board
so satisfied
but in the end
was told tat anotehr mail was sent to inform us that dateline extended to thurs
super happi and relieve la
we two
haha
anywae i skipped work to do tis project
not feeling guilty
but feeling hapi
reali hate tat gugu
and later in the nite
was told tat tat gugu give a damn to janice
and was super f up with that gugu
and so decided not to work on the next dae also
lol
and beeyan also didnt work
amy too
so ya
all didnt went for work
all becos of tht gugu
their business will be affected cos we are not there
haha
anywae aft projecting with jeanie
went aston with jas and alvin
i am super bright tat dae
light bulb ya
and the food there
nice nice
ate hickory chicken and mushroom soup and onion rings
erm
i am not pig
but duno why tat dae apptitie too good
den went classic pool
played till 3plus am i tink
reach home and ate fried prawn mee
den went slp
hahaaa
pooling was fun la : ))
but my pooling suXX big time!!

Sat June 9
Skipped work and stayed at home
so guai rite
slack again
den watch tv and do my 20th century project
do from 12am to 7am..and i jus managed to abt to finish my sketch book
tat is how slow i am
but thats super hard la
the drawing and tracing of deisgns and the writing and understanding of the 1930s characterisitcs
hahaa
but was glad tat i finished ..erm almost done la..hben colour also la
den went slp for like 3hours?

Sun June 10
Big dae!!
amy birddae
was suppose to meet 12 at city hall
but was late
reach abt 1220 i tink
and ya
our wonderful clique
abt 10ppl?
oni me and amy reach
poor birddae gal have to wait for the others
haha
den beeyan reached
den ron joined
but off we go to yuki yaki first
met lay
and wait for jan and ron to arrive
den we 6 go in eat first
hungry hungry
and long tym no eat yuki yaki
so super excited
den jas came, jason came, shan came...
we 6 in one table
they three in one table
foto taking tym was fun
the MOLE especially
super fun
the cooking eating chatting joking everytin
so fun fun
but ya
the birddae gal not veri hapi
so was like trying our best to cheer her up
:))
ate til super full
den give up
didnt finish the food tat we take
waste waste
but ya
still staisfied
except for the 2 small cockraoches we saw
other than tat
everytin was nice
especially the soup
yummy!!
den went pooling
the pool table super small and low
veri diff to play
den also super hot
den i kip sweating
cos the light veri low and near my bodi
but still
playing with such a big group of abt 10 ppl was fun fun and fun la
the ultimate winner is tat jasmine
super pro la
althgh didnt win much ..but the process counts la
haha
den went outside gv to celebrate amy birddae
the birddae song singing, cutting cake and playing chatting foto taking, running and everytin
super big clique
15 ppl lor
hahaa
amy is sho sho lucky
wonder how mani ppl will turn up for my birddae celebration
dun hope for much
cos ya
exam period again
sian
anywae back to topic
aft all the fun tym
beeyan left as usual
den we went central to eat long john
den huimin joined
went kandi bar to chill out
was abit scared actualli
cos i scare got rashes again
but didnt la
so relief
the atmosphere was good
one for one promo
so we ordered vodka cranberry and vodka lime
i prefer the second one
veri cheap
all tgt we oni payed $7 each
cos 13 ppl excluding jeanie and shirley
cos they ordered whisky green tea
i chipped in $7 and drank one cup
dont like the taste
cos whisky taste super strng
i prefer DXO de
den play 5 10 15
super fun la
the sabboing
and drinking of alcohol
fun fun
left the pub at abt 11plus
decided to go kbox
in the end oni me lay and jas went
super fun
althgh we sang till no voice
but u cant imagine wat song we actualli sang
cha siew bao
haha
and mani amni more
foto taking etc
sang til 5plus
decided to go eat xing wang hk cafe
but it wasnt open
u noe we three veri dissapointed
cos we realli wish to eat the food there la
already thght of wat to order le
and ya
its not open
even long john not open la
so in the end
no food outlets available
went to eat swensen
fish and chip in earli morning
super full and not veri appealing
also cos super slpy ba
den aft tat went home
slp slp and slp
tink i slp till 5 plus pm??
i also forgot le
it was a whole dae of fun la
with so mani close peers all gathered tgt
so seldom
and ya
althgh spent abt $70+
but tink its worth it la
memories will be there
and fotos also helped to capture al the wonderful movement :))
hope amy will be super super hapi with our planning and everytin
haa
of cos she will : ))
she is a lucky gal :))
hope she will be happi happi alwaes
not used to seeing u sad ya...gugu amy!!
:))

Mon June 11
At first was planning to meet jeanie in sch for the 20th century project
but ya
i was too tired
so didnt meet up
and stayed at home
also didnt touch anytin on the project
haha
slack again
wuhahaaa
slack till i nth to do
wuhaha
den watch spider lilly
artistic show i can sae
but not bad
got two pretty gal acting
so ya
enjoyed la
i give 6/10
haha

Tues June 12
JB dae with shan derek and lay
jasmine put us aeroplane cos she was sick
and ya
we 4 meet up at bugis at 9
den late plus taking bus and customing and etc
reached jb at abt 11
lay first time to jb
so she must be super excited plus mountain tortoise looking
lol
first stop - coffee shop in JB
we super hungry
esp me and derek
so ya
i decided to drag dem to tis coffee shop tat i saw everytym i went in jb
to eat tis fish ball noodles
balck black de
super attractive
haha
teh name call ah kun handmade fish bal noodles
yummy yummy
i like
den aft dat went our 2nd stop
city square
foto taking, eat, shop, laugh and joke
fun fun
ate sushi for lunch
not veri nice
oni love the chawa muchi
bought 1 top at city square
tink shulay bought 2top dere and alot of heavy mags
she is the ultimate winner
lol
den off we go to pelangi plaza
ard 4plus
den i bought my double egg and cheese crossaunt from dunkin donuts
super nice la
actualli wanted sunny egg
but dun have
but the staff sae got tis more ex version de
similar to the sunny egg
but got chess
so i was like
ok
i shld try
in deed
super nice
lay shan and derek also said so
haha
it will be my next fav
i sure will order if i come across dunkin donuts in malaysia
hahaa
went stone grill restaruant cos derek hungry
den he ate sirloin steak i tink
hahaa
complain alot la him
lol
i also ordered tom yam chicken noodle on the rock
super spicy and hot
so didnt finish all
but still yummy la
den went toilet
stomach ache
haha
expected
den went shop for another 1 top
and on the way also ate cheese stick frm lavender bakery, called the fifith avenue..super nice..highly recommended
also ate super cheap one scoop of sticky chewy choco swensen ice cream from season cafe
super cheap la
realli
oni rm 3.80 for 1 big scoop
super worth it
and is branded de ice cream ok
SWENSEN leh
in sg
sure veri ex de
haaa
and is damn nice
den aft tat
the 2nd toilet trip i went
hahaa
den is our 4th and the last stop
da ma hua yuan
decided to save on cab fare
so we dicided to walk since its quite near
i walked before
but forgotten
and ya
walk and walk
all ppl we asked give us diff direction
in the end we reached hua yuan
but is cai hong hua yuan
lol
also got food and stuff
but didnt go see
cos all we want is food at da ma hua yuan
so aft asking a pretty and nice lady for direction
we decided to take a cab down
since its near
and no tym to waste too
and reached our destination
miss the place and the food
hahaa
settled down at one seafood shop
ordered cerel prawn, chilli crab, claypot toufu, sambal kangkong, fried oyster and sting ray..
hahaa
yummy yummy
den also one super big cup of green apple juice each for me lay and shan and sugar cane for derek
haha
its realli super big la
and oni $4 rm..
u cant get it in singapore i tink
hahaa
shan and derek admit defeat first
saying they are super full
so me and lay continued and managed to finish up the food
actualli not veri ful la
haha
oppX
lay oso sae so
hahaa
den she went to order a ramly burger
her dream food
lol
and we share half half each
yummy
den a uncle at a stall even stare at we two and said : " eat so much le still eat burger ah!"
lol den we super shy la
hahaa
alot of nice fotos taken
the food
us
and..
hahaaa
and u guess wat
so mani food ordered
oni cost us $33 rm each plus the drinks
total $132rm oni la
equal to like $64 sing dollar
so one person oni $16
wah
u realli cant eat so much for so cheap in singapore la
one crab already cost u a big hole!!
hahaa
so ya
cheap seafood? go da ma hua yuan
lol

aft tat went city square to pee and went the shop houses along the street to custom to shop
bought two tops there
till we got no single cent left
realli
spent all our money
for hte last piece of shirt bought
all trying to dig out money to buy it
super thank you to them
hahaaa

we each spent ard $100 sing dollar
4tops, mags and etc for lay
food food and food and 4tops for me
1 top and 1 bottom for shan i tink
1 shoe and 1 top for derek
so ya
we are veri satisfied
den went take bus to singapore
shulay super funny
slp on the journey back
and still ask us not to disturb her and wanted to sit all the wae to bugis
cos she wan to SLP longer
oh my god
ultimate pig
eat the most
slp the most
wuhahaa
oppXxxx
super mis match the look
hahaaa
den home sweet home we went
fun trip
definitely spice up this holidae
:) ))

Wed June 13
Meet jeanie at sch to do 20th century fashion project due the next dae
haha
decided to try and finish as much as we cool and went amy hse to stay over
she helped us to draw the face of the model for our 12designs
super big thank you to her
managed to anyhow finish and hand in on tym
did made some last min changes
but still
i oni got one ting to sae
art is not easy
and realli is super tiring doing it in 1 or 2nite time
not easy ah!!
Managed to tahan till 7plus den finish the sketch book and the pasting of fashion illustration board
den went to slp for less tahn 2hours i tink
hahaa
den went sch hand in project
jeanie leh
kip complain tired and so went off to slp at 530 and wake up ard 645 ba
and continue sturggling
but lucky in the end we two manaanged to finish : )))
Thnks amy for the big help and her mum for the nice wan ton noodles
hahaa

Thurs June 14
Aft handing in project
went white sand with jeanie
she go find her BABY?
to feed her milk
oppXxx
lol
ate water rise and ya kun..super full cant finish the yakun bread..and we gave it to her baby
at first super look forward to water rise pancake burger
but was veri dissapointed cos the standard drop
alot alot
but still
i finished it
shared chicken bites with jeanie
and 2 half boiled eggs and 4 peices of bread but oni manage to finsih 2
hahaaa
den bought toiletries
shower foam toothpaste and facial foam
den home sweet home i went
but didnt manage to slp long
duno why
so so super tired la!!
haaaa
mayb aftall i am still not so pig la
hahaa

Fri 15 June
Went sch for project meeting
12-5pm
super long
but still
porject sux
hahaaa
aft tat went ASTON again
with jas lay and alvin
hahaa
ordered double up chicken
meaning two piece of chicken with two side dish
hickory and black pepper chicken
yummmy yummmy
was super super fulll
also hlep lay to finish up the mushroom soup garlic read and some of her spaghetti
hahaaa
cos she not feeling welll
so must help her
hahaa
not becos i am pig!!
lol
but still
veri super statisfied
highly recommened
the food there
worth the queue!!
realli realli
haaa
den went to classic pool
be lightbulb
haaa
played for ard 2hours
den went home
saw dennis, diana, daniel, jingjiang and another htm guy at classic pool too
hahaaa
so was like two table side by side
so paiseh
i must had throw face with my super GOOD pooling skills
lol
den home sweet home i went
: )) )

_________________________________________________________
Super super super long entry rite
my hand is super suan now!!
help!!
lol
mission, vision, goals and objectives for the week before sch open is to enjoy as much as i can, slp as much as i can and finish apel refelction, biz reflection, ob article review, desti report, desti presentation and lastly biz entre project!!!!
super alot of tings to do in jus one short week la
time not enuf la!!
lol
i got to buck up
realli got to
if not sch reopen jiu alot of dateline coming
sure not enuf time de!!
so jia you jia you!!

i hate the nite
the super lonely and quiet nite at home
when no one is online to chat with
feeling so super lonely and moody
haiXxxx
but no one to chat to
make me even worse
i wonder
do i realli have someone tat i can sae watever my feelings to and a someone to listen to me
erm...
haiXxx
emo emo
i love elmo!!
hahaha
cheersss sk

___________________________________________________________________________________
No foto tis time..but i promise..funny and cool fotos will be uploaded sooon
hahaaaa
cos now too alte too tired le
i must go rest
so ya
do rmb to tag k
dun see le jiu go
so incoperative
haaaa

smilExxx
cheERsss

qUiz abt mE

2007-06-03T02:46:00.000-07:00

Your Inner Color is Green

Your Personality: You are a high acheiver who is very competitive. You're bound to reach your goals, no matter how lofty.
You in Love: Picky with high standards, it's hard to find your match. You need someone as driven as you are!
Your Career: You need a high profile, challenging career to satisfy you. Consider finance, sales, or running your own company.

What's" Your Inner Color?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem gentle and sensitive.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdopeoplethinkofyourfacequiz/">What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shigekazu Kajuji

What's" your Japanese Name?

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships sufferYou tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as wellYou are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.
Your ideal partner:
Values success in life as much as you doFits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhoodLike you, is more practical and realistic than romantic
Your dating style:
Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.
Your seduction style:
You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibitedYou like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheetsA bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love
Tips for the future:
Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.
Best color to attract mate: Navy blue
Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's" Your Love Profile?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyouimmaturequiz/">Are You Immature?

UpdaTEs---viRgin Show at DXO

2007-06-03T00:45:00.001-07:00

FRI nite
Planned to go to the arena to see cause of the free entry tingy
but to our dissapointment
the age limit is like gal 21 guy 25
SO OLD la
lol
and so..having thght tat i am prepared to go clubbing le
so choose another club
aft much decision
DXO was chosen
went with a clique of nice and caring friends
jan and her ron, jas, shirley and jeanie
they witness my virgin show for clubbing
haha
met at makan sultra
ate and enter the club
entrance fee $18 for guys and free for gals cos is ladies nite
actualli been to dxo..but not for clubbing purposes
so was quite familar with wat is inside
went to second floor
sit at tis comfortable seats and tok and took some fotos
den drink and went to level one dance floor
dun dare to dance
cos realli shy
unlike jan, jas shir and jeanie
me and ron was like
pole/wall standing beside them
so paiseh
den decide to open a chivas
haha
i joined in
and mixer will be green tea
jan and ron leave at ard 1 plus i tink
den we 4 continued
drink and dance
and i started to get high
haha
den dance like mad
and i enjoyed
haha
dancing with 3gals ard me
wth
so xin fu rite
hahaa
the other guys must be cursing me
wuhahaa
aft tat jeanie and shirley disappeared into the toilet
and shirley fren ken and stanley joined us
den shirmain also joined us
den we dance and drink tgt
i reealli duno wat i am dancing
lol
if someone did record down..i will be so paiseh to see
lol
dey two stayed in the toilet to like 2plus 3
den came out and went home
looked like a mad women
hair messy messy
lol
den left me jas shirmain and the two guys
shirmain was drunk and lying on the chair
while me jas continue dancing and drinking
haha
our last cup of alcohol is chivas with orange juice
the mix is not bad i itnk
haha
lucky i am still quite awake aft 1 vodka sprite, 5/6 cups of chivas with green tea and 1 cup of chivas with orange juice...
hahaa
and lucky got te two guys to help out
if not
i duno how to handle shirmain and jas
lol
cos shirmain reallli drunk and vomited
den her bag damn big can
haha
so we three guys help the two ladies out of dxo
and shirmain vomited again
and ya
we three took a cab home
sending shirmain home first
den me den jas
hahaaa
the fun nite ended
pcoket quite a big hole
but realli
my first time experience of clubbing was fun and nice
so ya
tink i will go again
but not tat soon and frequent
hahaaa
total spending $18+$38+$10=$66
aft the fun and joy
i got myself whole body of rashes
lol
i tink i am allergic to alcohol ba
not as itchy as the last tym tat rash
but still
quite red and disgusting
lol
so i spend my weekends at home
hahaaaaa
better dun go out to scare ppl

anywae...thanks jan jas ron jeanie and shirley for the company
and for the care and concern and guidance : ) )
hahaaaaa

mid-term test coming...lucky oni 1 paper which is on the coming tues
hope it will be easy
and i will have the strength to study on monday
lol
if not i will be dead
its so theory base laaaa
sianNNn
ORGANISATION BEHAVIOUR
gogogo!!!
then follow by 2 weeks of holidaes with lotsa assignment and projects to complete
hope i can be good and guai to finish dem
and hope will have a short holidae trip : )))

smilExxxxxxxxxxxx

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2007-06-03T00:27:00.001-07:00

Your True Love Will Find You Eventually

You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more.If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people.You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active.Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you!

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Your True Love Is a Taurus

Why you'll love a Taurus:
Romantic and sentimental, a Taurus can provide you with the security you need.And you both share a fondness for the finest things, from great food to luxury vacations.
Why a Taurus will love you:
You have the honesty and direct approach that down to earth Taurus desires.And enough elegance to show a Taurus a few new decadent delights!

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= l - i - f - e =

2007-05-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

life doesnt sux
unless u tink it sux
i tink mine sux
thus i view life as torture

ability is sometin tat can be learnt
i may excel in academic
but i fail in terms of sports
in term of wat other guys are good at
soccer, pool or watever
i am not good with anytin of tat kind

love is a disaster
if u take it negatively
i love to love
i live to love
but love doesnt seems to love me
my love is a disaster
i am silly
i actualli did sumtin silly
gope everytin will not be tat worse
i realli hope

family
father and mother i love u?
is jus a bullshit to me
i hate my bro
my father dun deserve my respect
i have nth
i oni had a shelter
not a home
and of cos not a family

everytin is so unpredictable
one dae u are hapi
one moment u are not

theres a barrier
between each and everyone
all human beings noe how to act
how well ur relationship with ppl
depend on how well u act
u can be nice to tat someone
wher when he turns away
u start to curse and swear
tat is a act

life sux when u have no ability no family no love
thus mine sux
its jus so simple

--------------------------------------------------

projects load is so stressful
SIP interview so scary
but i got a placement le : )
projects sch eat and slp
tats my life

: ) )
thnks my frens for being there

:) ) appreciate

i dun lik ppl to look at me with that pair of eye tat looks down on me
pity me?fren with me?laugh at me? u will be cursed

resolution??

2007-04-24T03:27:00.000-07:00

aft having two sinful dae of eating
i finally decided tat starting frm todae..
i shall cut down on my diet
do more exercise and shake of my spare tyre
hope i can be perservere enuf
and ya
i started my dae todae with 2 doughnuts
1 HL milk for my lunch
and dinner
i had slice fish soup without rice or noodles
haha
and tis is the start
and i am so hungry now!!
must REN!!!
i am sure i can do it

weekend was quite happening
thnks to my colleagues at my wkpalce
and my usual cliques

saturdae i realli ate alot
let me list down wat i eat
rice with curry chicken at 1plus pm
double filet-o-fish at 4plus pm
fish head curry and tie ban tofu and 1 plate of rice with my two other colleagues
and aft tat ate one curry puff
and hald packet of freid bee hoon
ya..
tats how sinful i am
eaten so so much
and sat was foto taking dae with my two colleagues at the CC
haha
so fun
goin ard takin pictures
althght the bond we had is not veri strng
but i am glad to have them to kip me company and entertained during my pass few weeks of wking at the CC
haha
goin to count down for my last week of wk over at there le..
shall miss them
miss the slack wking environemnt and time
and miss the money tat i can earn frm wking
haha

and yest
went to hav steambaot buffet with amy nana jeanie and shan
the five of them
ahha
i tink i ate quite alot ba
but dun tink it hit my potential yet
but cos stomach not feelin too well
so didnt eat till the max
haha
wasted
lol
but realli fun
so long since i last eaten there
past memories built there
r jus meant for kiping i tink
..
aft eating went to play pool with shan and jeanie while the couple went home
i did win two game ..but its becos they two goal the wrong ball when playing with me
lol
i am still new la..
was trying out the diff posture and techniques
lol
so i played quite slowly
but i hope i can master pool sooner or later
haha
aft tat went home

tml is anotehr wking dae
was tinkin if i shld go wkplace earli to use the gym not..
but i dun tink i can wake up
ha

and i hav mani target for my last year of student life
and they are:::
1)shake off my tummy
2)tan my body till golden black
3)learn how to swim
4)exercise to prepare for my cuming nafa test and army life a year ahead
5)attend 2NE talks required to graduate
6)hit at least a GPA of 3 (no 2.99 pls)
7)no unwanted spending, maintain acc balance
8)maintain a healthy diet
9)either to wait or to forget

i hope i can accomplish all of them
haha!!
give me ur support man!!
haha

i wrote a letter
i tink its a letter that wasnt suppose to be
to be given to the receipient of this letter
i scare the letter is too disgusting
too useless
too unwanted
too scary
tat it will destroy the oni relationship tat we had
and tats frenship
and scare the reader will avoid me
scare tat i might lose even the mild contact
i am stil deciding if i am giving
but aft i read e entry
i noe i shldnt give
y shld i give
y shld i interfere
y shld i dream
y shld i try

but at the another side
i feel like giving
i feel like trying
i feel like seeing the reaction
i realli wan to let the receipient noe my feelings
noe wat i wan to sae all tis while

wat shld i do..
sighXxxx
i hav 2 more daes to decide
tinking in progress

u dun hav to do anyting purposely to affect me
u are jus to "affective" to me
anyting u sae
ayting u write
anytin u do
without u noeing
i will be affected
i am jus too sensitive
its not ur fault neither its mine
its emotion and feelings that is wrong
my heart is going thru ups and downs
the feeling isnt good
a lot of guessing and tinking goin thru my mind now..aft seeing tat few words
my guessing falls on the negative side
i am at a losing end

without u, i am incomplete
i am seriously being affected by u
but i am willingly being hurt

there is a love inside me tat i cant describe
and i wonder if the love is to be or not to be

smilEx

FOtoS timEee (hP sErieS)

2007-04-19T02:11:00.000-07:00

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LooK aT shuLay tAT bLur monSter FAcE::))tAT unbaLanced EyEs
I Love Tis PiC--CoS got local FeelinG:))cool BackGRd
sO SO chuBBy-)))hahaA caugHt for SLpinG
kiSsing the reaL liZaRD???
tIs is REalli ObScene!! :))

tHe ObScenE 2

-tHe peepIng tom lookinG at e pEEing tOm-

lOOk likE a XiaO mEI mEI !!

WAt a SeXY LiPxxxx!!

wHen e NighT FaLl--tHE moNKey aPPeaR!!

thE undeRcovER!!

SLping SO SoundLY:)))muhahhA oinK pig piG!!

Malaysia Trip--yeah--wonderful mEmoriX

2007-04-16T18:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah
Long time no update
Here I am
To report my where about for the past few daes
Haha
Jus came back frm my Malaysia trip
The trip was fun and interesting due to travelling with frens and the relaxing without having to work
Haha
And with the shopping and eating
Haha
Time pass real fast for april 10-14nite
Set off to johor on the 10 afternoon and reached larkin interchange at abt 12pm
Den took the coach to MUAR
yeaHh
backed to my home town aft so so long la
about 10 years le ba..lol
feeling excited but also scared
haha
scare of the feeling tat I am goin to face my aunt and cousin that I nber seen for so long
haha
the awkward feeling
lol
but ya..i hav to sae
I am an unlucky person with a weak stomach and heart
Before setting off to johor
Went to toilet to shit
Den stomach started to ache
And I had bad feelings tat tis trip will be a shitting trip again
My feelings was rite
Stomach ache during the 2hour trip to muar
Lol
But I had to control
Due to the fact tat there are no toilet in the bus
Haha
The feeling is no no good
Scaring tat the shit will be crossing the custom
hA
but due to the tiredness
I did slp for abt half hour on the bus ba
Oh ya..forget to mention tat this trip my pals was
Jeanie Shirley and beeyan
Den jasmine and shulay joined us at genting on the 11
Reaching muar at 2plus..on the wae..i realise I cant recognise anyting
The road the bus terminal..
Everytin changed
Lol
But sumtins still remain the same
Like the chicken tat I like to eat..the shop is still there..
Hah
And we bought one back to my aunt hse to eat
And we explored the 711 there…damn big la
Unlike sg
Haha
Den we manage to find a Chinese taxi driver to drive us to my aunt hse..
Cant take a malay driver cab cos I oni noe the add in Chinese
Lol
Then reached my aunt hse
Saw my aunt which I was so so afraid during my childhood due to her size, her loud voice and her fierceness
Lol
But now
She seems to be more frenlier
I wonder if is it becos my frens wass there
Haha
And most imptly
I saw my grandma
Which is the reason y I went to muar
Haha
I can see smile on her face
So happi to see her
And she is hapi when she saw me
Haha
Love e feeling
Aft eating the chicken we bought
Set off to muar town
Wanted to shop and enjoy the food there
Which I didn’t eat for long
But due to the rain..
All the roadside stalls didn’t open for business
I am so sad la
My satay otah fried oyster …and more was all gone
But nbermind
Still manage to eat pizza hut which is so diff frm sg
And is nice
Haha
The waitress damn frenly eh
So unexpected
And I also mange to find the yong sheng cake house which I loves their “fragrant biscuit” frm young
Haah
Bought 2 packet of that back to sg
Yummy
Den went back to my aunt hse for dinner
..it has been so long tat I last taste her cooking and food
so nice
yummy yummy
otah fish soup tofu and veg
so nice
haha
damn full
cos Shirley and jeanie gave me some of their rice
and due to the fact tat they dun eat e chilli fish
I had to eat their share
Mak me more full
Haha’
Oh ya..saw my two cousins
The feeling was diff
One was someone tat I played with everydae during my childhood stay at muar
And 1 was a bay den when I was still at staying at muar
Haha
Awkward feeling make the three of us didn’t tok much
Haha
Took fotos with them
Den was 10pm and they went to slp
The four of us bathed finish and feelin refresh sat infrnt of the tv to watch the Charlene show
Nice nice
Den went backed to room at ard 12plus den played poker till 3am
Tired and slpy
I fall slpt quite fast
Haha
Den wake up earli in the morning at 9am I guess
Den ate wan ton noodle..so diff frm sg
So much nicer
Haha
Den stomach started to ache
Den went toilet
Feeling hapi for tinkin tat my stomach will not be pain during my coach ride
But I was wrong
….
Decided to wait for a taxi
But taxi was so rare
Took a bus instead
The bus ride was fun
Cos having childhood memorizes flashed backed
Haha
Den reach the terminal and bought the bus tix to kl
Super cheap
One person oni 12ringit
Haha
And oni nid travel tym of 2hours
The bus and sit was nice and comfortable
But my stomach ache during the whole ride
So scared tat I cant control myself and hav to shit
Lucky I manage to control
Den reach kl bus interchange
Den bought the genting coach tix and went up to genting
The trip wasn’t long
Less than 2hours
Den took the skyride cable car
Haha
But before hand
We did shop at the skyride station
Haha
Bought a keychain and cuttle fish
Sitting of cable car is quite fun and cooling
And my weak heart can take it
Haha
And ya
Genting really changed a lot
So so diff
But I didn’t feel tat it was cold there
Hah
Den went check in at our resort hotel
The room was big
2 bed and 1 sofa bed
and I slpt on the sofa bed
lucky stil quite comfortable
hA
went eat at the food court aft tat’
ate stingray
nice
but I tink it made me lao sai and stomach ache more serious
den went the haunted hse and believe it or not
and I feel like lao sai inside both the places
haha
and I really admit I got a weak weak heart
we walked in pair of threee
me paring wit jas walkin in the middle
haha
and both of us are so scare when walkin in the haunted hse
lol
and she still try to scare me
GUGU
Haha
But it isn’t tat scary as I thgth la
No much of scaring by the crew there
Oni 1 “ghost” that we see scared us
So disappointed
And not worth it
Lol
But the believe it or not was fun
Full of foto taking session
Ahaha
Took damn a lot of picture inside with lay and jasmine
Ahah
A lot of funny poses with the exhibits there
Haha
But my stomach really ache inside la
But I manage to control
Aft tat we split grp
3 3
me and lay and jasmine went eating and shopping while the other three went indoor theme park to play roller coaster
we ate Kenny roger
yummy yummy
except for the mashed potato tat tasted weird
haha
before hand also went to the toilet
damn shitting
lol
aft eating went shopping and exploring the first world plaza before meeting up
den went to buy movie ticket for 1.15 show
Charlene act de SUPER fans
Haha
Den aft tat went to play pool
At first didn’t toght tat I will play
Cos I dunno how to play
Haha
And jas thght me how to play
And I got addicted la
Quite fun
No wonder ppl like to play pool
Den me and beeyan played two game against each other
And I won both the game
So happi
Haha
And I really like the pole in the middle of two fingers better
Haha
Den went back hotel to change and put back out staff
Den aft tat went to watch the movie
Jas and lay slp thru the movie
Haha
But really
The movie
Quite nice plus touching
Haha
But quite lame la
Den went back hotel and slp
Lol
The next morning woke up earli to eat chee cheong fan as breakfast
Long tym didn’t eat the nice chee cheong fan
The standard drop
But still not bad
Den went to meet lay and jas and we went down to kl for shopping
Hha
While e rest plyed outdoor theme park
Thnks jas father for paying the coach fee down to kl and the kl train fee for me
Hah
Nice and generous father jas has
Haha..so lucky of her
But
Aft I board the bus
I realise my stomach veri pain and feel like the shit is at the custom
Den I rushed down to the toilet
Having less than 10mins before the bus set off
I ran damn fast to toilet
Den there I sit
But I didn’t shit
Jus farted
Haha
But aft tat stomach more comfortable le
Haha
Den the trip down to kl was comfortable due to no stomach ache
Lol
Reach ther at 2 plus den went sungei wang to shop
Wah
So mani shops so little tym la
We tried our best to shop
Haha
But oni able to finish abt ¼ of the shopping centre
Haha
And we bought quite a few stuff
Lol
Lay really is a big shopper la
Bought so much time and in so little tym
So diff frm how she behaves in sg
And jas is really a big eater la
Same as wat she is in sg
And infact everywhere I guess
Lol
Den we went a café “gasonline” to eat
The inside décor was suepr nice and interesting la
Each table was wrap up by curtains
Den inside each “tent” was ghost décor on the wall
Haah
wat a nice theme café
The atmosphere was so relax and new
The food was nice
We ordered a lot
And ate a lot
Till damn full
Den took lots of foto with the wall décor
Lol
Den carry on shoppin and went back to genting
Went to snow world
Haha
So excited
Cos can experience a negative 7degree Celsius temp
At first entry
I noe it was veri cold
Althgth got jacket and glove
But was like no use
lol
den saw ppl took pic with their cam
and I got tempted
so I went out to take my digi cam
inspite of the warning tat camera cant be took in due to the super cold weather
lol
and me jas and lay took quite lot of pics
even aft we are warned by the staff inside
lol
also took some grp fotos
lol
and we was like so happi running here and there
but the nose really feeling veri bad
like the nose are frozen
and they sae cant touch cos will fall off
lol
so scary
really fun and exciting experience la
but I dun tink I will go to such a cold country in the future
is quite torturous
lol
den aft tat went to play arcade and eat again
den went back hotel to pack luggage
then the next dae
oh ya
forgot to sae tat
lay and jas stayed in genting hotel while me yan Shirley and jeanie stay in resort hotel
haha
at the next morning
went to genting hotel to look for jas and lay at 1030 with my big luggage to carry on our shopping
hah
I bought a bag during the short shopping trip
But jas and lay
Bought more than me
Really veri scary
Lol
Aft tat stomach started to ache
Althght I did went toilet during my morning bath
Went hainan café to eat den tried to go toilet
But nth come out
Damn la
Den the 6 of us met up and set of to kl
Checked in at nova hotel
Me beeyan Shirley and jeanie again sharing one room
While lay and jas staying one room
Due to scare tat will hav to queue too long for using of the toilet
Lol
Den set off to shopping at sungei wang again
The bigbig shoppin centre
Haha
Split into grp of the usual 3 again
Trying our best to shop finish all the shops
But
We cant
Cos its really too big
Stomach ache durin the whole shoppin trip
Lol
But still enjoyed myself
At first planned to go Chinatown at 9pm
But due to raining and unfinished shoppin pleasure
Chinatwn trip was cancelled and we stay inside the shoppin mall
Haha
And aft tat met up with them and went to green box and sing k till 4am
Lol
Abt 5plus hrs inside that small room
Sing and sing
Eat and eat
Cos got buffet supper
And got free flow of tibits and drink
Haha
Enjoyed
Haha
But stomach started to ache really bad
And manage to control till I reach the hotel
But didn’t manage to let out cos the three gals use toilet
And aft a short waiting
I fall aslp
Den the next morning 14 april
Wake up and bath
Den packed luggage
Haha
1 big bag pack
and 1 big paper bag
lol
frm the shopping trip
lol
put the luggage at the counter and went to shop again
split grp again
haha
and ya
we carry on shopping in sungei wang
didn’t manage to go time square or any other shopping centre
lol
so amzing la
stayed in the shopping centre like 3 daes
and dun tink we did shop finish the whole mall
lol
shoppin ends at 6 and we met up at the hotel
den realise tat our bags can be put till 10pm or even later
den we decide to go shoppin again
haha
the three of us
lay jas and me went backed to sungei wang
while the other three went to Chinatown and bought the coach tix
but we three decided to eat at the food streets infrnt of out hotel first
me and jas ordered 3dishes and 2 rice
and the “small” portion is so big la
till we cant finish
but really
yummy yummy
haha
and shulay broke her own record
ate dinner aft duno how mani weeks of not eating dinner
haha
she ate a ramily burger n a bowl of frog leg porridge
big eater ah
lol
but also didn’t manage to finish the porridge
den we went to sungei wang and carry on our shoppin
and on the wae
made keychain for our frens
hAaa
and also for ourselves
cheap la
lol
but on the wae was so scary
scare of robbers as we walk the back lane and was really messy
a lot of ppl walking ard and motors
lol
and we three walk so tight tgt
lol
and due to each person was carryin a paper bag in our hand
with the two gal carryin a playboy paper bag
which is quite branded
they are even more scared
lol
but luckily
nth happened
and we are back in Singapore safely
we shopped till the shop close and went back to hotel and met up with the other 3 at 10pm
hhaaa
den started packing our luggage
really terrible
went there with one bag pack
came back sg with 2 paper bags and 1 fully starved bag pack
and 1 sling bag
lol
sinful sia
haha
and really spend a lot
abt 1300 ringit
oh no!!
lol
I am broke again
And this trip
My “shou huo” are
10 top..2bottoms..1facial wash..1 box of undies..1 swimming trunk..1 sling bag..1 wallet..1 slipper..2shoe..lol…
really amazing ah
I am a shoooping king!!1
Lol
But I tink the other two hav more items than me
Lol

And for this trip
We played the “cannot sae Singapore” game
And I am the winner
Oni sae two time
So oni fined $10 ringit
But shulay
So poor tin
Really cant control herself sia
Sae le also duno
Lol
In the end
Fined the most
$50 ringit
lol
and all the 6 person was fined to a total amount of $160ringit
and the money was used to pay for the karaoke fee
haha
reached sg at morning 5plus
haha
really happi and enjoyed myself tis tym
with the companion of frens
esp with lay and jas
haha
the fun shopping tym and eatin tym we share and had
and the “secrets” we had
haha
really is so fun
looking forward for the next trip
but have to save first
haah
if not really no money to shop sia
haha

will upload foto when I reach home
haha
this entry really logn and naggy
cant stand myself
and my hand really aching
shall end here
muhaha

fun fun trip
but now starting work again
den 1 more week sch goin to restart soon
sian
no more relaxing le
muhaha

SmilExxx

2007-03-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

My recent life

let me start my blog with wat happened todae

i made a big wrong decision todae
i was earli todae when i reach the paya lebar bus stop
at abt 1135
and i was tinking if i shld take 30 or take mrt to tiong and buy some food to munch
and i decided to go tiong
and when i reach tiong was abt 1155
den walked damn fast to buy mac
bought a cheese burger and a old change kee curry puff
den went to wait for bus to bukit merah interchange to transfer 273
when i bought the 851 was already 1215
den when i reach the interchange was already 1223
and i saw the 273 left
i was saddened la
i noe i made the wrong choice
shld hav taken 30 instead
den no choice..i noe i will be late if iwait for the next 273
so i decided to take a cab which cost me 3.30
which is not veri ex la
lol
and all the food i bought todae
was for lunch..but i had them as dinner
cos i was offered nasi lemak by the assistant manager of the CC
lol
couldnt reject
wuhaha
and todaes work was super boring la
cos oni few ppl called
and few ppl came to ask for enquires
so i jus sit at the counter for one whole dae
and looked at the basketball court where ppl are playing balls
lol
and looked at the security tv occasionally
lol
lucky i can use the net to surf net
if not time will be more diff to pass

hope tomolo will not be as boring as todae :)

yesterdae went food fair at suntec with jeanie shan and shirley
amy put aeroplane..as expected...bloody
lol
met at 2 at first
and as usual late
den enter the hall at abt 3
den started eating
ate laksa, 2bowl shark fin soup, otah, sausage, tempura fish, ice cream, mushroom soup, cocktail drinks, spicy pop corn chicken and etc... tats oni starter..our brunch..lol
den at abt 5.30 we left the hall and went to suntec to shop for shan's shoe
den aft tat at abt 605, we went back to the hall and bought shan's ice cream..we also bought one delicious choco bar and share
den went to marina square
to look for shoe
den shan left
den we the tired and smelly (due to the smell frm the fair) soul
went to food court and sit till abt 8pm
chatted and tok abt the coming malaysia trip
haha super look forward la
better than the boring working life
wuhaha
den at 8 we left and went back into the food fair for our dinner
and we had...
almond paste..shark fin soup, otah, fried fishy staff, spicy fishballs, supercane juices, mee sua and chee cheong fan...
haha
and we are all so full
and we are all satisfied
but this satisfaction cost me 20+
lol
can go eat international buffet le
muhahaha
but is realli fun la
the process of exploring each stalls
haha
and the eating and sharing of food among the peers
super fun :)
looked forward for another trip again
wuhaha
but cant go out so frequent
as must save money for the trip
muhaha
papa didnt sponsor much
lucky i got work sia
lalala

and todae saw newspaper
saw a touching korean movie
abt 2small kid and thier dog
when i read the review was like abt to cry le la
thier write till so touching
...
so i decided tat i must watch the show when the movie is released
a must!!
muhaha

on tues 13march
went out with the clique
jeanie me amy shan and beeyan
went bugis for searching of jeanie's dress for her next dae date
lol
and we shop the bugis street and frm noon till evening and finally got a dress
aft searching up and down in and out
lol
den went to eat duck rice and kwue chap
and the rain started pouring
fun environment
shan and amy was so afraid that the passing bus will splash the rain water onto them
cos we sitting close to the road side
hA
and we cant go any place due to the quite heavy rain
thus went icons which is jus few shops awae
and jeanie bought her shoe
and someting fun happened on the wae inside the building too
the fire alarm kept ringing
when shan pass by the alarms at the stairs
wuhaha
and she scream like shit la
lol
i tink is even louder and sharper than the alarm
lol
and the stairs is so damn dark cos no light
lol
wonder wat icon is doing sia
muhaha
and aft tat went food court and sit
and me and amy went cut hair and beeyan left
den me jeanie and shan and amy sitted till abt 10plus and tok at the food court till the bloody rude cleaning aunty chase us awae with the mop
haha
tat was the second time wher we ended our tok due to the food outlet staff wanted to clean and wash the floors
haha
i hope there is no next time sia
so spoil mood
haha
fun fun fun
shopping toking chilling out with the clique is so fun
working and working and staring at the counter and air and com is so so boring
haha

malaysia i am coming

lol

still quite long eh..

wait
waiting
waited

lalal

smilExx

nEw updaTEs

2007-03-13T03:31:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SAD
I TYPED OUT EVERYTIN AND IS SO LONG
AND IN THE END
I WANTED TO COPY THE TING BEFORE SUBMITTING
BUT PRESSED THE WRONG SHORT CUT AND I PASTED A RUBBISH URL AND REPLACED THE WHOLE ENTRY
AND I AM SO SAD NOW

HAIX

SO I WILL TYPE A BRIEF ONE BA

AFTER THE EXAM
TE NITE WENT TO WATCH MOVIE AT TM
THE IRON LADY CHEF
THE SHOW WAS FUN
REALI FUN
AND THE FOOD MAKE ME HUNGRY
DEN AFT THE SHOW WENT TO EAT MAC AND STAYED TILL ARD 2AM
TALK PLUS EATING
HAHA
HAPPI TIME FLYS

DEN THE NEXT DAE
REACHED CHINATOWN AT 12PM BA
DEN MET BEEYAN PEIFEN TAND ATE AT PEOPLE'S PARK MARKET
DEN AMY CAME
DEN HEADED TO PARTY WORLD
DEN THE REST CAME
HAHA
THE ROOM WAS SMALL
THE PROCESS WAS SO FUN
HAHA
SINGING IS THE BEST
DEN HEADED TO RIVER ANGBAO
THE ANGBAO SUX
NOT FUN DE
PLUS WET WEATHER
ITS WORSE
DEN HEADED TO SHAN HSE
AND BEFORE HAND WAS HER HSE DE MARKET
AND WE ATE STINGRAY
SUPER NICE AND YUMMY
DEN PALYED MAHJONG FOR THE WHOLE NITE
HAHA
ALTHGH I LOSS ALL Y FAKE COINS
BUT STILL FUN
THE PROCESS OF TINKING WHICH TIELS TO THROW
REALLI FUN
DEN AT ABT 5AM PLUS
TEH BIG GRP OF US WENT TO TIONG'S MAC AND EAT BREAKFAST
LONG TYM SINCE I EAT maC BREAKFAST

DEN MONDAE 5TH MARCH WENT JOB SEARCHING WITH ADEL JEANIE BEEYAN AND HER BRO
GO INTERNATIONAL PLAZA AND WENT IN TO MOST OF THE AGENGY
HAHA
BUT DONE PROVIDE US WITH JOB EXCEPT ml
THE PPL THERE REALLI GOOD
ESPECIALLI THE CHEERFUL AND OUTGOING PLUS MAD DE IRIS
AND PRETTY AND CUTE EILEEN
HAHA
DEN AFT TAT WENT TO PCENTRE KBOX TO LOOK FOR HUIMIN JY AND DAPHNE
DEN SING TILL 8PM
WENT TO PACK FOOD AT MY HSE HAWHER
BOUGHT 5XIANG, OMELETE, KANGKONG, SATAY HOME FOR ME AND MY GRANDMA DINNER
HAHA
COS THE NEXT DAE SHE WILL BE GOIN BACK TO MALAYSIA LE
SO SAD

THE NEXT DAE WENT OB INTERVIEW
WITH SHAN JAN AND AMY
AS USUAL
PLAN TO MEET AT 10
BUT MET AT 2PM INSTEAD
HAAH
WENT INTERNATIONAL PLAZA AND BUGIS FOR INTERVIEWS
DEN HEADED HOME
JUS IN TIME BEFORE MY GRANDMA TRANSPORT CAME
REALLI SAD
AND I WILL MISS HER
AND SHE IS MY BELOVED AND MY NO.1 FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
LOVE HER
:)

DEN NEXT DAE WENT TO SENTOSA WITH WHOLE CLIQUE OF BABES
HAHA
LUCKY ME
REALLI LUCKY
AS USUAL WE ARE LATE
HAHA
AND NO SUNTANNING BUT CLOUDE TANNING
HAHA
AND WE CELBRATED HUIMIN;S BIRTHDAE
DEN PLAYED POKER AT THE BEACH
WITH TRUE AND DARE
HAHA
REALLI REALLI FUN
DEN WE ASO HAD EATING SESSION
THE FOODS WAS ALL BOUGHT BY EACH OF US
EVERYONE BOUGHT THIER SHARE
LIKE HOTDOGS AND CORNS
DEN HEADED TO ESPLANDE FOR LOVE INFINTIY CONCERT
HAHA
AND SILVER IS REALLI PRETTY LA

DEN THE NEXT DAE WENT TELOK BLANGAH CC FOR WK
THE 1ST THREE DAE
I ONI HAV SOMETIN TO SAE WHICH IS BORING
REALLI
I ONI SIT THERE CUT PAPER VOUCHERS
SEND LETTERS
PICK UP FONES
READ NEWSPAPER
SURF NET
PLAY HANDFONE
CALL PPL TO UPDATE DATABASE FOR THE PAST3DAES
LOL

TML IS OFF
BETTER SLP NOW
REALLI TIRED
TIS ENTRY IS SUPER SHORT
COMPARE TO THE DELTED ONE
BUT NO CHOICE
REALLI TIRED LE
MEETING THE CLIQUE at 2PM BUGIS
HOPE I CAN WAKE UP
AND HOPE I WILL HAD ENUF SLP
AND HOPE THRE WILL BE NO RENOVATION TML
PLS!!!

OK NITE
SMILEx

gEt to know me better:::

2007-02-27T07:24:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

-the Outing anD maKing of Tarts-

2007-02-14T09:39:00.000-08:00

-The Outing at OrchARd- On thE way to Orchard

-The Making of tarts-

thE 3somE

The Ingredients

The process of making

First baTch of tarts for the cliQUe

mE with Tarts and the two curious Dogs
mashmellow with maggie powder-all thnks to amy
the fillinGs of tarts for e special onE
tHe special made tarts before they froze (nice yeaH, all done by me)
tHe final producT

thE candid shoTs
-ah mA at Work-
-The ENd-

the Execution fEb 12

2007-02-14T09:09:00.000-08:00

-ThE mOndaE tEAM-

Phantom of the opera-mE dressed as Roaul-cool
Shall mIss the TAS

With the Piggy jaSmine and beeyAnMe with the funny mR nEO

vdae = bad dae

2007-02-14T08:42:00.000-08:00

Sundae Feb 11
went to meet huiming, weiting and imelda at orchard
it has been so long tat we three person went out
and ya
we shop and eat alot of junk food
didnt manage to buy anyting though

den aft tat send someone to tam
den met amy at bedok
to buy our materials for our tarts
bought so mani tings and went so mani places la
but it was fun
the searching and the tinking and the walking
haa
den went the bedok north hawker to eat
claypot sambal fish and chicken
the fish is so nice
highly recommendable
next tym will sure go there and try
den aft eating
carried the tings back to amy hse
den went back home
haha
the small dark lane was scary
lol
____________________________________________
Mondae Feb 12
Todae is the service project execution
haha
leave for home quite early as compared to pass lessons
but still tink will be late
so took a cab at outram
and it was so unlucky tat there is no cab
and i waited for like 5mins
and lucky i still made it on tym to reach and change into my roaul costume
haha
actualli also nth much
jus a white long sleeve shirt with black pants plus a hat
haha
but alot of ppl sae i looked cute
lol
started preparation and everytin was ok
worked well with branda
den stomach ache and went toilet
oh my god
so sudden yeah
and it is 1130
and our first customer came
haha
started our busy operation
super tired la
the mixing of mocktails, making of coffee and tea, pouring of juices and soft drinks and ice water
so mani diff ting for me and branda to do
jus to person
plus the washing of cup
i can sae
its super busy being a bartender
lol
everytin was alrite and over
and the comments for the mocktail was good
miss daga comment tat it is nice, consistent and good
so happi
it end my service lessons
kinda happi
finnaly dun nid to get up earli to prepare
dun nid to cut hair cut nails
dun nid to wear uniform
hahahaa
Thnks jas ivan and beeyan for coming to dine in at the restaurant :)

aft tat went vivo with the lovely clique
ate at food republic and went home aft tat
the journey was extremely long as i took a bus
it take me 1hour40min to reach home
and my butt was so pain
the feeling is bad
___________________________________________________
Tuesday Feb 13
one dae to v'dae
went for accounting tut in the morning
without any notes
haha
and got back the grade which is not veri satisfying
but still not bad

den met shulay and went with her to subwae at sentosa
ate till veri damn full
den went out of sentosa

needed to wait for amy they all to go orchard
and thus
company shulay to chinatown and ikea to buy her stuff
and she was like
super scary
kept eating
lol
but it was fun
traveling so mani places within such a short time
haa
den at abt 4plus
she went back home while i went back TAS
lol
so boliao of me
den met the clique and one big grp went down to orcahrd to have NYDC
haha
big gathering is good
at least i wont feel lonely
haha
and i love outings
haA
den aft eating and a little shopping down heeren
set down to amy hse
for the tarts baking

reached amy hse at abt 11
den rushed projects and submit it
then amy drawing her stuff for nana
and jeanie came
sewing her pillow
lol
we are so busy and racing with tym
poor us
all becos of vdae
.but it was worth it
i tink
haha

den started making the choco for the tarts
the mixing of ingredient for diff tarts was so fun
and we completed the first 60 for the clique
my back ache like hell la
and super tired
den we ate cup noodles
and wrap the tarts up
and rest awhile before doing me and amy tarts for our special one
the decoration and effort put in was super good
me and amy each concentrating on our 30 tarts
decorating them and taking turn to melt the choco
haha
fun time
and finally by 7am
we done the making and packing
and me and amy slpt
with jeanie continue struggle with her pillow
so hardworking of her
haha
den went home at ard 10pm
and reached home by cab at ard 1030
the waiting time for cab was
nah
not good
so long la
and i cant take a bus cos my hair was too ugly
haha

realli enjoy the nite of baking and making
so fun
with the company of amy and jeanie
and i tink we are realli creative and good in making stuff and food :)
____________________________________________________
Wednesdae Feb 14
todae is vdae
and ya
i can sense
it will be a lonely dae for me
slpt till 3pm at i reached home at 1030
and prepare and went bukit batok to meet veron
and pass her the tarts and my mosaic
both hapi and sad when i see her
hapi cos i finally got to see her
sad cos we are not the couple backed then
but was frens
the feeling is wierd
i didnt sae much
jus mumbled a few words and went off
all the others got program and company and so
i have no choice but to go home
went clementi to take 154
wanted to use this wae to go home
cos wanted to sense some memories
hA
stupid silly me
but the feeling was gone
waiting for bus alone
wasnt good
the journey seemed longer without msging like the past
the journey is sad
is a long long journey
and i reached home
and start rotting

delighted to hear that she like the tarts and the mosaic :)
simply enough to cheer me up
haaa

huimin also comment tat the tarts was nice wor
haha
so happi
so satisfied with the effort we put in

too bad
didnt left any tarts for myself
cant try them
haha

v'dae
a lovely dae
the street scene was fantastic
couple holding hands
with flowers and gifts
smiling happily and sweetly
but my feeling was bad
____________________________________

foto of the dAE:)

2007-02-11T02:40:00.000-08:00

My Mosaic Art Wrok - LOVE

LateST Frenz Collection - tHe HongKong Cafe VivO
mY super cOllection - ikAn AverilikaN, DuN eVer kIll me Whn u sEe tiS (AbovE) after my haircuT (above)

sick-EN-ing

2007-02-11T02:08:00.000-08:00

oH my goD!!
i finished my medicines
try to keep my mouth shut frm all unhealthy food
but yet
my cough is still here
and it seems to get worse
and ya
it brought his fren call "FLU" along
..
sickening
..
tink i will be sick thru out tis CNY
but i shall ignore it and eat my delicious CNY food waiting for me
haha

toDAe woke up quite early
surprisingly woke up myself at 11am
feeling restless yet cant slp
in the end
dated my sec sch frens huiming and jinying to sing K at teo heng
it was long since i saw them
haha
but yet..they didnt change much
haa
recalling the wonderful dae we have during our sec sch life
having our cca training and usual hangout
..all those was jus wonderful..
haa..i am more innocent then..lol

met up at 1.30
and i was there early la
at 1.20 i reached
both was late and arrived arround 1.50
how punctual are them!!
lol
i waited alone in the small room
haha
the feeling was
erm...
NOT GOOD!!
haha
i promise i will nber go sing KTV alone la
eeeee
lol

den we sang our lung out
and me and JY was like asking and seducing HM to go marina south for steamboat
yet she kip standing on her grnd
so sad
but in the end
we ended up in bugis steamboat
lol
ate from 5.30 to about 7
was satisfied
and went ICON to simply walk ard
cos nth to buy there
den decided to go Marina square
and we shopped
i bought the pant tat i wanted from IP zone
at a discounted price of $25..
supper cheap la!!
lol
den HM bought 1 blouse
haha
Jy went home empty handed
lol

tis is the most enjoyable and relaxing weekend since sch started
lol
wondering wher will i go tomolo
but tink will be a fun dae too
mayb goin on another sec sch frens gathering at orchard
haAa
looking forward
:)

Project execution on mondae--->looking forward
VDae on Wednesdae-->wondering
aRt presentation on fridae->NONONO!!

hope i will be finE on this three daEs

lol

yeah..and i got my grade for my mosiac art..surprisingly..i scored not too bad
and i was satisfied
haha
the hard work tat i put in was worth it
haha
and i hope u can see and appreciate my effort
if u can get to see it...

shall end my broken language post here
lol
thnks my frens
those that ever care for me
those that ever laugh with me
those that laughed becos of me
those that care to leave a comment and encourage me

ThnkS
muaCK...haha

-create post-

2007-02-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

finally finished all the test
service and opera
although both wasnt well done
but at least they are over
and i just hope i can just pass
i will be satisfied
haha
isnt it better than fail
lol

thnks all my frens for all the encouraging comments wor
i have SUCKED them into my mind
and i will remember them
holidae cuming le
hope can find a job
den can earn money
den can enjoy and support myself too
hope holidae wont be bored and hope our clique can still meet up
looking forward for a fun and enjoyale holidae
:)

Mondae is our service execution le..hope everytin will be fine
and everyone will enjoy our service and my bar job will be smooth
if u haven make ur reservation
pls be fast k
its gonna be full
and i promise
there will be surprises and great prizes to be won

Feb14 is cuming
hope i can find sumting to do
to keep me free from any negative tinking

jia you!!

Ai Hen Jian Dan

2007-02-05T10:07:00.000-08:00

F_A_I_L_U_R_E

2007-02-05T09:00:00.000-08:00

SengKwang is a failure
failure in life
failure in study
failure in service
failure in relationship
failure in family
failure in many many stuff

SengKwang life is a misery
i hate alot alot of stuff
i hate my brother
i hate this world
i hate quarrels
i hate ppl who simply ignored me
i hate my mind
i hate my body
i hate my face
i hate everytin
i hate myself myself

Seng Kwang is
easily affected
by tings and ppl ard me

SengKwang feels like crying
crying for wat happened
crying for my misery
crying for each and single ting tat happened
crying for all the ting that i didnt do it right
crying for the wrong decisions i have made
crying for this and tat
crying to let out my pressure and my unhappiness

SengKwang stays strong
in front of everyone

SengKwang smiles
in front of everyone

SengKwang dream for a shoulder
a shoulder for me to cry my tears on
how much i wish to cry in front of u al
my friends
i would feel so much comfortable

SengKwang is sad
sad to sae tat
my life is a failure

SengKwang wished upon the stars
for someone tat i can talk to
for someone tat i can cry my unhappiness to
for someone who will lend me a shoulder
for someone who cares for me
for someone tat i can rely on
for someone tat i can show my weakness to

And til the person appear
i shall continue
continue to face this world alone

gugu fotozz

2007-02-03T11:08:00.000-08:00

cough is bad

2007-02-03T10:54:00.000-08:00

todaE
woke up at abt 2.30pm ba
den slack ard my com
and finished my mice assigned task
haha
so guai ah me
haha
den continue slacking
browsed frenster and you tube
tat was how boring i am
den wanted to cut hair
so meet amy and nana at tam mall
meet them at 9
but was suppose to cut hair before meeting them
so went out at abt 8plus
reach tam
den go century square
search for tat $10 QB house
but after seeing the long queue and obvious location
i decided not to cut
then went to tam mall for another $10 shop
but in the end
it is closed
i tink must be they eat snack la
early close shop
cos the operating hours was by rite till 930
suX
in the end nber cut
i also dun feel like cutting
yao bu shi wei le SERVICe test
lol
den the amy and nana
said their floorball game will end by 9
by dragged until 940 den reach tm
make me walk around tm and century square for 40plus mins alone
haiX
the feeling was not good la
seeing all the other ppl shopping in grps and pair
and i was so lonely
in the end
ate takoyaki
at tm
den went century square
shop for other food
and ate fried mushroom
sit at one corner wher they were no much ppl walking ard
avoiding those crowded place
haha
will make my feeling better
sit there and waited
finally met them and we ate long john
wanted to eat food court
but close le
lol
i shld hav blame myself for the bad cough
eating all unhealthy and fried stuffs
but i promised myself that tml i will go see doc and start zipping my mouth
and i willl eat more healthy food
i hope to recover by chinese new year
haha
den can eat more food
lastly, after we finish eating den jiu went home le
company amy take bus 67
when i hav a direct bus
so stupid me
haha
jus wanted company
"i dun like to be alone!!"
heE
den tok on the bus
and i can feel tat
amy tink tat i am silly
becos of sum stuff
lol
i also tink i quite silly
hA
but love is crazy and silly
isnt it
haaAa
at first wanted to head home
but lj asked me to go indoor
so went indoor and tok with averil
she was explaining to me wat happened
and i understand
hope everytin wil be fine
i dun like quarrel
especially between my frenS
nice parents of her still send me home
they are one whole kind family
hAaaa
tml is the superstar final le
yeah
finally cum to and end
time passed so fast
hAa
tml is a busy dae
need to go barber shop to cut hair
den need to see doc
and need study for service test
need go collect tix frm averil
need cut nails
oh my god
i am a busy guy man
but how come
no matter how busy i am
i will stil hav time to tink abt silly stuff
lol
i am realli JUS A FOOL

i must cheer up!!

sK world is a black one

yeaH!!

2007-02-03T04:02:00.000-08:00

yeaH
finally changed my blogskin
thanks amy for the help!!
muaCK---haha
erm...
proficiency test for service cuming le..
its on the cuming mondae
oh no:::
i sure do badly...
dun even know what i need to do
and the cork of the wine
so diff to open
practiced 2 times todae.and i broke them
oh no!!!
pls pls pray that i pass ok..haha
and tues there will be OPERA test
wuhaha
need to "MAKE UP" thick thick wor..
if not alter cant pass
haaaA
and and and
i am still coughing..
haha i tink its like about one month le ba
and think its getting worse la
everytym i cough
my heart will hurts
duno y
..mayb used too much strength
heE
hope to recover by new year
den can eat lotsa food
haAa
next few weeks will be like so happening
V'daE cuming (sad)
chinese new year cuming (happy)
examS cuming (super sad)
holiday cuming (super happy)
lol
and before vdae..tink will be supposed to do sum baking or making with amy..
my vdae buddy
doing stuff for my clique and mayb erm...still tinking
i love to sing
i love sad song
i love chinese songs
i am in love
with songs that describe my feelings
my sad life

there was once
i wished that we can be together 4ever
there was once
i hoped that u can marry me
but it ended
with me not knowing the reason
i didnt gave up
i kept trying
i keep failing
u keep rejecting
u keep avoiding
i am hurt
real hurt
i know i am not the right piece for u
i shldnt force
but y dun u give me the chance to trim myself to be the perfect one
every nite i will tink of u
i wil tink of u every moment any place
i wonder
if there was once u think of me
i wonder
i am lost
i am confused
wat shld i do next
maybe i realli shld lock my heart up
but
my feelings tell me tat i cant
cos i still love u
its true
its real
i cant hide
oni one ting can describe us now
we are like magnet with the same pole
repelling each other
when i try to go near u
u keep repel awae
erm..
"ai hen jian dan"
this song is a nice nice song

haAaa

alot of stuff to do tml..
so i better slp earli wor
hahaA

hua yang shao nian shao nu veri nice wor
it will cheer u up when u r sad
but somepart will also make u sad
so it is suitable for all ppl
so do watch it ok!!!

SengKwang love all my roses....
lol

silent

2007-01-11T00:42:00.000-08:00

sch started
no more stomach ache
no more vomiting
but cough started
this must be a wonderful start for me
lol
wish health will be better aft cough
haha

projects and projects
2 more project before all suffering end
pray for it to end soon man
lol

aft handed in the mice project on mon
i lead a slack life
earning back all my precious slp time
haha
yest slpt for full 12hours
thats so cool la
lol
but duno y
still veri tired
and still late for class and need to take cab
but not frm my hse
i took mrt to outram
den took cab to sentosa
cos me around $5 for every trip
haha
i have taken 3trips since monday
lol
and its like .. everyday la..
haha
but already consider cheap compare to taking frm my hse which cost ard 11-12 plus
so quite satisfied and happi with wat i have done
lol

went bugis shopping yest
with frens
the regular few
haha
not veri happening
duno why
dun have the mood for shopping
and nber bought anyting except for 1 packet of gummy
wanted to give averil de
but in the end open and eat it myself
did share some with her
haha
i dun quite like this flavour
prefer the previous one tat i bought
today went toa pa yoh shopping
at nite
quite fun la
laugh and laugh
haha
den ate double cheesseburger before i went home (although now coughing like mad..but i still dun care.haha)
oh ya..and todae..
went seah imm hawker eat before going to mcs
eat with a whole grp of pigs
haha
ate nasi ayam ..so super nice la
i wonder wher seah imm hawker vendors order their chicken frm la
the chinese chicken rice and malay one
was so so nice
i seriously recommend
haha
then after tat ate "guava nata"
haha
was realli realli full
but satisfied

now i want to talk about one idiotic gal
cant she tink for others tooo
she expect everyone to care for her
and go dere to find her
and wat
its not any one fault la
blame urself for not staying near averil
not tat averil not love u
is u ask for too much and tink too much
wat else can u expect
when she give and do tis to u
u ask for more
and show tat innocent face
everytime
try to act pitifiul is it
then write on blog
wat u want
pls
averil is already so stressful with so mani tings to do
yet she reply to ur "book" all the tym
cant u jus be satisfied
and stop complaining
if u realli support her
show her more support
real support
by voting
if u nber!!
and shower her with more concern and not complains!!
u are irritating
u make me hate u more!!
by writing all tat in ur blog!!

tat day browse thru frenster
den saw someone frenster
haiX
saw one of the foto was deleted
realli felt veri sad
and once again
my happi mood was gone
and heart broke
i duno wat to do
duno who to tok to
dunno wat to sae
now i realise
everyting realli ended
tink there is realli no future le
i hate myself
i scolded myself
i beat myself
for being so silly
i keep dreaming tat we can be tgt again
and dream tat if i give u more love
u will be back again
but...i tink i am jus silly
i dunno how u feel
i duno if u wish for tat too
but frm tat point of tym when i see the foto deleted
i was sad
cos tat means that memories was also deleted
i realli duno wat to do
how much i wish to msg u
to ask for u
to ask u to take care and everytin
but
i dun tink i shld
mayb i shld realli let it go
and let it end
although i dun wish for this
but wat else can i do
i dun have a cfm sign frm u
i duno wat to do
haiXxx

i have to buck up le
few test and quiz coming
hope i can study for them
haha
and hope is study hard and not flip thru
hee
and hope everytin will be alrite for that ikan
haha

memories is locked

all e best
cheers

saD ChristmaS

2006-12-27T03:30:00.000-08:00

tiS chrIstmas eVe was sad--reall sad
although i didnt go work as i plan
and went out to orchard with my grp of frens
but still
i feel sad and low
although i dun appear so infront of them la
went to watch deathnote2
so nice
and when the show ends at 5plus in the morning
went to hongkong cafe in cine to eat
ate chicken chop and bo lou bao
yummmmyy
den went to meet jeanie and her fren and lay and jasmine
sit down there
they play game and i drank for shulay when she lose
haiX
realli wasnt a good dae
i kept tinking and tinking
then it was time for us to go home and slp
reached home and i shitted!!
lol
i tink was the beer and the milo ice that i drank
haha
den slpt and wake up for work...
imagine christmas dae when ppl enjoy
and i go to work
haha
work is like shit
cant concentrate
kip tinking and feel like falling a slp
haiXX
and todae
was even more sad
haiX
HaiX
haIx
i also duno wat to sae
mayb i am onli making myself sad and suffer
i regreted that i let go
but
its too late
i dun tink the past will be back
i wish i can forget
i told myself to give up
but i still asked
ask for the last chance
and ya
i noe it will turn out bad
i prepared
but the feeling are still strong enuf to hurt me
wat can i do
haiX
how can i stop tinking...
i wonder....

saddness fill my life
i am a walking soul

i shall continue to struggle

cheers to all lovers in the world %_P$

-movIng on-

2006-11-18T00:35:00.000-08:00

i realise
i have to get out of tis dream
i got to carry on
i tried
and i try
rejected and being reject
although i wish to be backed
although i dun wish to be alone
i have to try
trying to adapt
adapt backed to the life that belongs to me
i made tis choice
and i shld accept it no matter how unwilling i am
the happiness was for me to keep deep inside me
and maybe
my life wont be as colourful as that period
but no matter wat
i have to get up
i have to walk
untill the dae
when my happiness return
if there is any
i am strong
at least frm the surface of me
i am
but for now
i hav to be strong internally
as i hav no one to care and love me as before
i have to adapt
to the morning without msg
the dae without msges
the nite without kisses
heart broke and nber be backed into 1 again
a corner had chipped off
as my heart cries off
once again
backed to reality
i am still
with me myself and i
goodbye to the happiness that was nber meant to be for me
greeting hi to the loneliness that is waiting for me
life as usual
sk shld go on and on...
till my tears no longer drip
smilEXxxxx

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
LiFE is so fUN
haVing proJEcts that suX like hell
nber nber ending
stress that is taking my precious slp awae
hAaa
hav to try harder man
so that i can stay well in this sem
in such a competitive course
test is coming tooo
oh my god
how can i handle them
i wonder man
haha
and duno why
tis few weeks so mani ppl brithdae
hahaa
adeline's followed by huishan and now beeyan
haha
and i tink stil got mani more
oh my god---super broke
haha
project superstar is coming again
oh!!!
and i met someone fun
aVERIL!!!
i can use a wonderful fish to describe her
and tat is IKAN
haha
dun ask me y
lol
she is a little bit mad
but voice is nice and shall support her
hAAaa
pls also give her some support k
she rOxxx
and last but not least
i sTIll lovE my gRP of lovely frenS
simply brought wonder to my life
haha
poly rox with them ard
realli--
hahAaa
cherrs and may luck and strength be with me
project shall rock with me
hahaA
go SK!!!
smilEXxx

----- duan le de xuan ----

2006-10-17T00:35:00.000-07:00

updates

been working in motorola factory for 3daes le
erm
there arh
actualli no veri tiring
but time passes veri slow
everydae worked frm 830 - 830
oh no
12hrs u noe
and i fold the boxes till my hand kana alot of cuts
damn pain
but for money
i am willing
lol
will work till like till sch start ba
which is the cuming week
haiX
so dun feel like going back to sch

i hope i can try to smile more
i hope my heart wont ache
i hope i wont tink anymore
i hope i wil get more
i hope everytin will be fine

i tink i am incomparable to 'them'
i tink i have no sense of sercurity
i tink i wont get wat i wan
i tink i am nth

wat can i do
==i am dying==

may i bless myself

fotos of wonder trip

2006-10-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

5days 4niTE wonder trip --> johor-kl-macau-hk<-- by land air and sea

== Day 1 ==

thE staRt of ouR trip --> johoR bus terminal
on the wAy to kL --> we are in our lala land ZzZZZz
posing at the low cost terminAL of KL afT check in
eXcited and wAIting foR ouR flighT to take Off
us and the AIrASia stewARdess at thE maCau airport wit thE flight we tOOk resTing behinD us
maCAu airport afT arrivaL
the firST and lasT cab thAT we took in maCAu (the fare metre jumpEd like crazy)
aT the anCient tourISt aTTraction of maCAU ( a super nice placE)

OutsiDE a granD maCAu casIno

== Day 2 ==
on the moVE frm maCAu to hk on tUrbo jet ferRY
the gong sisters (train to mongkok frm ferry terminal aft arrivAL)
arrIved at ouR destinatioN stop --> MongKok CaughT in ACt (1) ---> our niCE dou jiang you tiao
caughT in ACt (2)--> trying of shoE
eaTIng smELLy beaNcuRB --->oh waT a smELL !!
two of a kind -- globbing our long waited eX dinnER

== Day 3 == jeaNie busy exploring heR breaKfaST of the dAE
aT the stRAting PoinT of the famouS nU reN jiE with fOOd tat caused my stomach upset maP of the chung king expreSS shOpping aRcaDE
== Day 4 == shAN with Her apple at thE kowLoon weST shopping centre (pig EAt everywheR)
me and my long tounge at thE candy goody shop
ShaM sui Po mtR station heading back to hotel afTEr big sHoppinG
MonsTer spoTTed outSIde tong luo waN SOGO
===Day 5===

Chinese Tim SUm resTAurant witH shan'S freN -- fooD yuMMy yummY
pRoudly presenT our barang barangSsss
oN airport express train to hk international airport
the nice and grand hk international airport
oh my gosh -- jeanie can realli slp everywher she go (on plane back to sg)
the end of our trip---> Backed to SG interntaional airport Terminal 1 on 27sepT 1150am

holidae wonder trip sept 06

2006-10-02T00:39:00.000-07:00

23sept-27sept 5dae 4nite johor-kl-macau-hongkong trip == by land air and sea

yes that is the differnt country and places that we go during the short 5daes

why so mani places and so mani mode of transport used?

u tink we want? lol..it is all the riots in bangkok tat put us in this

but however

i tink we did make a rite decision aft the cancellation of our bangkok trip

cos i tink not oni me but all of us, derek shan and jeanie enjoyed this wonderful trip!!

our trip start from the morning of 23sept wher we met at kranji mrt at 830am and took bus 170 to johor (our first destination)
super hungry and rushed to eat a nice but ex chicken rice
den went back to the counter that we bought our coach tix before our meal
we took a cab to the bus interchange of johor and took our super nice coach at 11am
set off to kl and reached at abt 4.30pm (our second destination)
before we got off the bus
our mind was all focused on food
and our topic is all food
me wanting to eat A&W while derek wanted wan tan mee so much
the bus dropped infront of A&W and so we have our first bite there
ordered fish burger meal with curly fries!!! yummY
den went to shop at chinatown and bought a cute black shoe for 50rm i tink
cheap i can sae
den went eating again
this mix beef soup noodles realli nice
but cost us 5rm..derek suspected tat we kana cheated
lol
but i tink worth it la .. cos so nice
den was supposed to go to airport
but along the wae we met alot of stuff
cos we lost our wae
lol
bu tin the end
still managed to reach airport on tym
checked in and ya
the airport mac soft drink can refill
haha
and as we are all broke due to transportation
we are so delighted
and we ordered one cup
shared and refilled once
our flight headed to macau at 1030 and we reach in abt 215am
so earli rite
at first i thought there would be no ppl
but there are still alot of ppl taking that damn late flight
we finally landed in macau at 215am (our 3rd destination)
anywher the transportation we used to go macau frm kl is airasia flight
which is not bad
the space between seats is spacious
air stewardess is nice and frenly and professional
but however
the seats is not comfortable so causing difficulty to slp
while at macau airport
we seek for direction to the ferry terminal and the nearest food outlets
headed to a famous curry shop to eat
i ordered a wierd mee
(shld not try new food man)
den we walk our wae to the ferry terminal
omg
the nite scenery of macau super nice
the casino and the some sort castle and attracction place
realli veri nice
we took alot of pictures there
and aft 1and a half hour of walking
we are there
at the ferry terminal
went to shit while derek queue for the tix and manage to get a seat for the 630am ferry
and we headed to our fourth destination --> hongkong with a turbo jet ferry
i like the ferry ride most
no sea sick
nth
and i slp smoothly till the 1hr ride ended and we arrived in hk at 730am
so earli yeah
haha we choosed all the wierd timing as it is the cheapest and less time occupying
and wat we do when we reach there?
urgently in search for hotel of cos
haha
and aft we reach mongkok by mtr
we search ard the streets and finally came to a TATAMI hotel
oh we thought it will be our choice
but aft derek and shan went for the wonder tour
we dropped the idea and decided to stay in a more highclass and ex hotel
the stanford hotel (4person a room for 3nites which cost $563hk per person)
which i tink is still accpetable
the room is big comfortable and we love the comforter most
and i suspect it is from the hotel intercon
haha
and we settle down at hotel bath packed and we headed out and start our shopping at mongkok
and i bought quite alot of stuff and we are all tired
and so headed back to hotel for a quick rest and we headed to temple street at abt 8plus 9
bought nth much but some hp accessories for me and her
den went to eat the fried rice..not fantastic but acceptable
but it is super ex --costing $8 sg money a plate
in the morning ate dou jiang you tiao
and porridge
oh my god
super nice
haha
ok then is the next dae
we started our dae with breakfast at a small shop near our hotel
with some siew mai and i also ate noodles
den i think we go the sports wear street near the hotel to shop for some sports wear and stuff
and i bought stuff as usual
den ate the bloody beef meat balls and drink a cup of milk tea
and went to tsim sha tsui to shop aft tat
went a shopping arcade like bugis vlillage called chungking express
nth for me to buy
jus company shan and jeanie and find their stuff
den went to walk down further streets that a shop gal recomend
then shan and jeanie stop by a salon
and decided to go treatment
and i suddenly hav the urge togo toilet and shit
oh my god
i tink it is cause by the beef meat ball i bought at the road side stall earlier on
and while they cut me and derek went to eat ajisen
the ramen there super saltish
cant imagine i ate tat
omg
and went another tym of toilet
den kana chase out by thier staff cos we sit there for too long and 2ppl occupying 4 ppl seats
and their treatment take abt 2hrs la
so long
and aft tat we went back ajisen eat
service as usual not tat good
esp the manager who i tink dun like us and kip gossiping abt us
i went to bought a veri ex medicine for my stomach
omg cost me $10sing dollar leh
den went to a trendyland shop to buy 2ex stuff
omg
den went further down the street and saw mani good shops
and boguht lotsa stuff over the streets
and aft tat they ate xu liu shan but i controlled myself not wanting to worsen my condition
den went back to hotel with alot of stuff tat we bought
and i was broke on that second dae
and i draw money before eating ajisen
omG
fouRTh dae -- a better dae
our trip started with yoshinoya breakfast
kind of cheap..i ate a 16hk meal
but wasnt quite full
haha
den we went to sham shui po
insearch for the fashion wholesale street
but in the end
didnt bought anyting there cos tat side mostly oni sell whole sale stuff
and guess wat
i went to draw money again
aft tat proceed to kowloon west shopping centre
that was the place
that we bought a lot of food for us family and frens
bought mochi mooncake
maggie mees
i bought wasabi beans
and i bought a jeans while jeanie bought a cargo pants
and also lao po bing also
then with so mani stuff and with no choice
we decide to go back to hotel
and hav our lunch at the roasted meat shop
oh mg god
super nice la
the char siew and the roast duck there
and aft tat headed to wan chai and collect my frens stuff at eeg building
den went to search for toy street
but get nth from there and actualli didnt see muchtoy there
but more seems like a old market street
and derek got us into trouble
haha
he kana stop and check by 4police
i tink the guy dun like him or sumting
so stop him and asked question
and he and shan nber bring their passport
lucky me and jeanie did and shan show them our hotel card
den they believe us tat we are frm singapore and not those illgal immigrant from mainland china
haha
den went tong luo wan
the tings there is super ex
so nber buy anyting frm there
and shan got to eat her long dreamt steam milk there
den headed back to tsim sha tsui as we sisnt shop finish the two stretch of streets tat tym
at first we tought we wasnt able to get anyting again cos all the shop start to close as it was abt 10 went we went
but aft my stupid suggestion tat bring them up to a shop which sell mainly sports wear and accesories frm levis addidas puma and nike etc
and we make big spending there la
i bought 1 puma shirt
1 levis slipper
and 1 nike bag there (my birthdae present that i paid as shan and jeanie dun hav enuf to pay me back) haha
and i spend atotal of 430HK money there
oh my god
and jeanie worse
spend abt 500hk money on one levis jacket there
and shan and derek also bought a shirt i tink
which make us all broke
haha
and we headed to hotel and packed our barang barang
oh my god
i packed and my stuff is fully packed into 2bag pack and 1 paper bag
jeanie's stuff is also 3bags
but smaller
while shan and derek's combined oni 3bags lor
i tink i am the worse la
spend the most buy the most
lol
also the most broke
fifTH dae---> i slp until i hapi and finally not the first one to get up
they all super pig
every morning cant wake up
and i will be the first one to wake up and switch off alarm and go bath and then call which ever up to bath
tat dae i purposely dun wan get up
haha
shan fren came and visit us
and brought us to eat tim sum
we go to a super big chinese restaurant at mongkok area
and eat quite alot
before we set back to hotel again and check out
and leave our barang barang at hotel lobby
and went to shop at a place tat i miss bringing them go
den shan and jeanie like mad women
shop damn fast and buy damn fast
they bought shoes and shirt and jeans and me
with no money
oni bough a tshirt which i tink is quite nice and cute
oh ya
before hand went money changer again and all changed money
haha
den went back to hotel and got our stuff and took mtr to airport
and we damn rush la
cos no time le
and we also wan get some food befoe boarding
in the end
aft check in
oni left with like 10mins
and oni hav tym to buy bk meals
and eat on board
took the jetstar 815pm flight and arrived singapore at abt 1150am on the 27sept
and tis marked the end to our trip
which cost us abt 1100+ each
and we are all annouced broke
but still loking forward to the next holidae and see if we hav money for a nearer trip
haha
this trip is so enjoyable and i started to miss hk as soon as i board the flight
hope to return there soon
but i tink the earliest also abt aft 2 or 3 years
cos reealli broke ah!!
no money
money not enuf ah!!
haha

long entrie
end here
smiles
hk rox
we rox
u rox
dumb rox
everyting rox

missing u

dumb went genting yesterdae
and i am alone in sg
yesterdae
todae and tml
todae stayed at home do nth
rot
lucky got vcd frm my fren
haha
tml going lunch and k with amy and shan
looking forward as long tym since i k
waiting and waiting for that dumb to be backed
must be enjoying herself now!!
damn!!

hope can find a job before sch start
so can earn some money and saving
gogogo

sk gogogo

chio bu-xxxx

2006-09-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

chio bu-xxxx

exam oveR

2006-09-02T08:42:00.000-07:00

oH-- so chubbY
oh---trying to act cuTE!!!
oh super chubby!!!look like a pig when u focuSEd!!
exam finally oveR
omg
so happpi
haha
let me share some of the nice foto i haD
smilEXxx

birthdaE continuEzzzz----

2006-09-02T08:35:00.000-07:00

yeah...

those who wishes me also include.....

beeyan shan lay daphne imelda jasmine jeanie huimin cyn vanTan vanLow jeaN valerie ...

tink didnt miss out any

haha really thanks these person abovE :)

and i will remember those that didnT wish mE!! haha

hav a sad nite on the 30tH

cos nt tinking tat the next dae will be a wonderful dae

thnks for adel

keeptrying her best to cheer me up man

also trying to dorp some hint for me

i did notice la
but didnt dare to pick them up

cos i scare i will like expect it again
but in the end
nth apeear
tat will be more worse rite

den tis amy
sms me and ask me if i wana go study at the noon
without tinking and suspecting
i agreed

the next dae...
when i wake up
saw a surprise msg frm sumone
itS janicE
she smsed the wrong person
haha
abt the ting they planned
the surprise lunch tingy
i pretended that i didnt see anyting
and didnt replied her
but she realise and send me a msg
haha
thnkX her here to make me free great when i wake up
haha

went to meet nana and amy at city hall
i acted well
they didnt notice anyting
that two must be tinking tat i am stil keapt in the dark
then to marchE
saw shan there
then jeanie and lay arrived
then the secret is out that i knew be4 hand
they will like cursing janice
lol
actualli i am realli realli hapi
and appreciated
at least they make a effor tot celebrate my birthde on my birthdae dae itself
although we stil hav paper on the very next dae
den we eat
i didnt expect more
until when i wanted to order my ice cream brownie
they stopped me
i was like
y...?
then saw the cake
so surprise la
i didint see it all along
lol
then i was like monkey and they like vistor man
they stand on one side and kip taking my foto
omg
so paiseh
hahaa
have lotZ of fun
greatly deeply appreacitaed
thnkX

aft tat went mac study
study study so sian
didnt actualli put in lotx of effor
jus flipping thru and go ard the table to disturb them
haha

then some1 came
that some1 scare me out of hell
suddenly appear behind me
must be the biggest surprise i ever had on that dae
haha
and that someone is my veron dumb dumb
i was like alittle bit gong when i see her
mayb too hapi and too sick
lol
den me and her left and went to marina
ate changing appetite
the food there ermmm...
special
i can sae
i ate fried stingray
she ate fish fried with cheese
her was nicer
mine was acceptable
but the portion is big la
make me so full
but i stil manage to finish it
and with her ard
the meal seems more delicious
oppX
den we order choclo brownie with choco icecream
so yummy la
tats the best food i eaten that dae
haha
den after that jiu went ps tak neo print
that dae take the neo print not nice
cos hor
i got 1 veri big and obvious pimple on my rite side of my face
haha
but still hapi to tak it with some1
lalala
den jiu take bus send her to clememti
cos next dae got paper
need go home study earli

den on the bus she told me she went looking for cake before she meet me
haha but couldnt find
lol
first across my mind was the word silly and dumb
haha
she went thion bahru and suntec but didnt manage to find any cake
lol
actualli i am tocuhed la
cake isnt impt
is the heart and effort
hahaa
den she said she made chocolate for me
omG
surprise again
didnt think tat she will make chocolate for me
cos she is like
erm...lazy and like the oni ting i noe she will cook is maggie mee?
lol..opppXxx
i was realli delighted
wanting to see how that choco look like
she sae when she make it looks good
but after putting into the fridge
the colour change
haha
den when my bus came
she gave me the chocolate and a box
i immediately opened it when i went onto the bus
the choco actualli still look and smell nice
but when i feel it
feel like cookie to me leh
haha
i can see the effort and tink of her clumsiness when making the chocolate
lol
den open another box
saw a billabong wallet
omg
surprise again
didnt expect it
hEee
thnkSss
but the most impt thing i was lookin is the black bird
haha
i noe she is drawing that for my birthdae
haha
and to my surprise
i saw two skinny monster
lol
look so funny
make me laugh like hell on the bus
i tink the person behind me was also looking
haha
but i am touched la
by all the surprsie
and realli realli hapi
thnk u my gal
muaCk love u

and also thnkS jeanie amy shan lay nana for making a effort to my surprise lunch
thnks adel for cheering me up
thnks janice for spilling out the surprsie
thnks those that wished me
hEEe

u all make my august end welll
bright up my dae
thnkXxxx

but ya..wher is my birthdae present!!!!
lol
oppXXxx

happi birthdae to me

2006-08-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

tis mark the start of my 18
0000am
i dunno what to sae about this year's birthdae
i didnt actually aniticapate aniting good or special to happen
and from what i see frm now
actualli i anticipate correctly
wat a pity and boring 18 i had

till now

received wishes from huimin amy veron and adel and peifen and janice nana
---->thanks

lets see whats more is coming....

sad birthdae

i have myself to celebrate this lonely nite ...happi birthdae to me

2006-08-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

pREsenting the power tummY frm bOOn laY!!
amy: dun leave me..i am scared!!!
terroisT aTTack !! run foR lifE!!!!
- siao cha bo = hiao cha bo-
i am sIao Cha BO and i had baD brEAth!!!
tootY: i am not yet a women!! but a ah lian!!!

Running for life!!!

isNt tat the master abusing his maiD!!!
aMy: duN hiT me aNymore...PleASE!!!
sk:u look more cute with hair covered! veron:u r showing ur tummy!
amy: something fly into my eye!!
sEE no evil!! heaR no eVIl !!!
squEExing the meaT out!!!
amy: stop tickle me..i am flexible!!! i am going to punch u!!
the WizARd of thE dusTbin with Love frOm UOB
thE godneSS of naNa empirE

suckiest august

2006-08-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

tis will be the suckiest august i ever had ba

yesterday, receive the course work grade of Club Resort Spa
sadddened -- got a C+
while cynthia got a B
i was already very sad as i got a lower grade den her
den
aft tat during accounting
found out tat
Valerie got A
Charmaine got B+
Cassandra got B
Jimson got C
i was very sad at that point
i dunno what cos the different
but ghost also know is peer apprasier fault
and ya
i can swear and admit here
i surely did all my jobs and task with all effort
haiX
but in the end
wTF
kana back stab by someone in the grp
or maybe it is more than 1 ppl
so who is it
who will admit
haha
Jimson didnt do his appraiser
so it is cfm not him
Cynthia, my most close peers in the grp, so i trusted her
and it is cfm not her too
so it is out of the 3 gals
Valerie, Cassandra or Charmaine
i opted out Valerie cos she said she didnt and i tink i can trust her for some reasons
so the most suspicious is that two bastard
but what i actualy do to provoke them
tok to mr kok tis afternoon
and after toking to him
i cfm tat it is apprasier that pull me down
i was really sad
cos i really did my job
he also told cynthia yesterday that our grp is a very fierce grp
with alot of fierce comments within our grps apprasier for each others
he also told me that although we may be good in the surface
but beneath..it is actually not working very good or well and with alot of unhappiness
he said we can sit down as a grp with him and discuss abt the appraser thing
but aft tat
nth can also be done
except quarrel ba i tink
now
i am going to look forward for my marketing and biz ett
which i did project with the same grp of ppl
lets c
what i will get
i cfm the grades will be diff again
if this really happen
i will make thing big and worst for everyone
dun ever try me
i promise i will do silly thing to whoever that back stabbed me!!!
i seriously shout out that---"i certainly did my job and my project"
i think i deserve more than a C+..at least a B!!! butt...
so i think it is definitely personal biase
that cos them to mark me down
project sux
change of class sux
why cant we jus stay in our own class
the world outside is so scary
everyone is carrying a knife
make sure u beware
if not u will be the victim
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furthermore
my birthdae fall on the exam week
haiX
dun tink will be a good birthdae
with study going on
think it will be a lonely birthdae too
haiXxx
nth good for me too look forward during this suckiest August i ever had

may luck be with me
when the coursework grade for other subject come out

hope that i can stil smile--

national daY!!!

2006-08-09T13:57:00.000-07:00

todae went to national day parade
so happy
lol
the whole afternoon i kip tinking of wat to wear
cos no red shirt
oni got white
but no pure white
suddenly remember got tis sentosa polo teee
so jiu last min change to tat and went out
reach kallang mrt at 230 ba i tink
meet tummy, adna(her fren) and her papa mama
i am the odd one out leh
cos all wear super red
and the whole kallang mrt all flooded with red ang gu kuey aka red ghost
haha
den we go kallang bus terminal to take free shuttle bus
quite fast eh
the queeue move
den reach at ard 315 ba
den went pass a series of sercurity check
haha
lucky they nber anihow catch me
den went in to sit
so hot leh
lucky they got give auto mini fan
haha
den hor
sit down jiu eat rice bought by her mama
she sae scare i faint
buy me rice
..special de
the rest all noodle and mee hoon
haha
so kind of her!!
the people behind me must be staring at me and my rice
aft tat jiu slack slack take fotos
de nthe parade start
quite fun
and tis year is the last year tat goin to be held at tis veri old national stadium
oso first year i celebrate national dae with that dumb dumb
so veri special
den the fireworks dem nice
got a series of different fireworks
in between different program
but the one tat mark the ending is the most significant and most nice de lor
.....
sit there till 815
sit until butt pain
i didnt go toilet during the show
haha
so pro hor
aft tat is the torturous part
the end of show
wanted to walk to kallang wher her papa park the taxi
waH!!
so squeeze and hot la
cos we are all short
so no fresh air for us
haha
den walk for 1hour or more than reach leh
and they make us walk duno how mani big big roundS!!
stupid eh
duno how to plan de
aft tat went to lavender food center to eat
haha
her mama sae it is my fav and is near to my hse
den easier send me home later
haha
so go there
so mani ppl go there la
must be aft national dae parade
lucky can find parking space
if not no need to eat
i ate sting ray with rice..quite cheap..oni $4
and ate 1 tuna pan cake..so yummy
like so pig hor
den she ate one hotdog cheese egg pancake
adna ate one tuna pancake
her papa and mamaa eat one bowl prawn mee each
den in the end
ordered 3bowls of desserts to end the whole supper session up!!!
yummy
den after that her papa jiu send me home
hahaa
fun fun fun
todae veri fun
and i am so hapi
haha
mayb it is becos got u tis dumb dumb beside me!!
haha
and ya
she gave me a pink pig!!
she sae tat is to spy on me
oH no!!!
hahaa
i am so shocked by tat soft toy pig!!
haha
bu aniwae
i love it alot alot
haha
ok-now is veri late
i am so tired
lucky tomolo no sch
so can slp till quite late
jus now arrange all the fotos until i die
stil hben finish arranging
haiXX...
exam coming...goin to start photocopying notes le
haha
proj all done
so happy
kok sae our club resort spa not bad
among the top few
haha
even praise my oral assessment
but i dun tink i did veri well
except crapping
haha
and he keep rememering my grass and my golf!!
idiot kok
but i am sad with spss
although i pass la..which is good
but stil not veri satisfactory leh
oni got a D+...
haha
hope our report can pull my grade up
...i must realli pray
yesterdae which is tuesdae..
also went to marina south to eat steam boat with
dumb amy nana jan lay jeanie derek shan..for janice birddae celebration
total 9ppl eh
so mani ppl
haha
i ate so much meat lor
haha
but stil not veri full in the end
we go there planning to see fireworks
lucky the view not bad
if not wasted trip sia
before hand also went teo heng...this is the 2nd time within 7daes
last sat also went
with peifen dumb jan and amy and nana for jan birddae clebration too
after proj week
everyting is so fun and exciting!!
haha
enjoy everymoment with dumb and frenS!!
haha
hope aug 30 will also be a fun day or week for me!!
not saeing the exam!!
ok la..i shall end here and go slp
i am so tired eh!!!
yawn!!!
luVxxxx...

gang fight 1

2006-08-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

Two gang meet at marina south on tuesday night to sort tings between thier gang members out... Gang 1......

The SiaO ChA bO (teo Hui shaN)
The XIA lanZzz (amy and nana)
The sEE no eVil---(sk and veron)

Gang 2 --- thE act liaN nO liaN cum kiasU gaNg
(janiCE .... Shulay ....... jeaNIe)

to be continue........

Gang Fight part 2

2006-08-09T12:39:00.000-07:00

They started to sort tings out.....

<--- Nana is the main culprit of this gang fight nana: 1 2 3 start!!! Jan: iTs nana tat disturb me first..she also start to poke me with her tummy!!! nana: no!!! i didnT!! shulay: wat a big tummy she has!! jeanie:wah ..janice so feiRce!!

hUishan started to pity janice and she sided gang 2
shan: janice is so poor ting!! nana..sae sorry!!
nana: u betray us!!
amy: hurmp!!
shulay: shan i support u!!
sk tried to drag no pork no lard awae

Tings started to get worst!!
shan: i dun care! u shall sae sorry to poor janice!!
nana: stop toking rubbish..u wan siao den join them and siao..Shooo!
shan: i am going to poke u back!! watch my potential!!!
see no evil hear no evil: we must stop shan!!!

internal fight started!!
the potential vs. the big tummy...
sk spoted police

gang 2 is enjoying themselves with the cat fight!!
gang 2: heeehehee..so funny.. 2 mad women fighting!!

jeanie: look..police is coming..lets take our barang barang and run!!
the others: oh no!! lets run

The end-----

updaTes

2006-08-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

long tym no updates

yesTErdae

went to meet that tummy teh
den after tat go eat long john
oh it was so long since i have eaten long john
so nice
then aft tat go wATCH dragon tiger gate
with her
i like the feeling of watching movie with her beside me
dunno why
haha
but
someting cool happen
one of my left contact drop in the middle of the show
and aft few attempts
of puuting back
it is gone the third tym
and i could not locate it
although i felt like giving up
but i stil try here and there throughout the show
den the picture was quite blur to me
lucky got her beside me
overall comments is i tink the show is tooo short
although nice
but oni at fighting parts
not veri exciting and interesting
but got anotehr ppl beside me
so spice up more
so overall the show was average
but the overall exeperince was superb
aft tat went mac eat choco sundae
so nice and yummy
and tat mad gal
kip observing my found spoilt contact
lol
mad de
one contact can observe teh whole journey
haha
aft tat jiu tak mrt to boon lay
den bought i chicken and 1 pork stick
so yummy
but i prefer pork (PIG)
aft tat jiu go home le
sO fun
i mISss the DAe man

toDAe
todae can be said be a sucking dae
cos of the stupid presentation
ok
todae wake up quite on tym
den was rushing and preparing
then cyn sae wan meet 840 paya lebar then take cab
den i was like
i should hav seen her msg earlier
so i dun hav to rush to go out
cos orginally meeting her 845 at outram
den went to meet her and we took cab
todae cab fare is cheaper
6.50 each
haha
den went for biz ett
todae no copy of notes eh
todae got presentation
shocked me
suddenly went in teacher sae got presentation
den i was like
huh!!!
lucky is present sumting i noe
gud service expereicne i receive or i got
haha
tok abt the pizza hut experience tat me lay and dumb got
and also one experinec of mine when working duirng chinese new year
then manage to make whole class laugh
so hapi
i am satisfied
but
1pm
mark the disaster
AR presentation
at first we planned who to take which topic
cos we tought can bluff thru
but in the end
cher see wat we pick
so we cant change
i took the lognest part
the conclusion
i was jus briefing toking thru the slides
aslo duno wat i toking
realli flunk la
FUck la
den the teacher ask us so mani question
wat is literacture review (who the shit noe)
sum we jus ans bull shit
lol
but got 1 question
he ask "why more males ask direction more than femaile"
den i was like saeing
cos male alwaes lead the grp and make decision more
than he replied" good explanation"
lol
tats the oni gud part
haha
aft tat got acc
boring lesson
jus slack my wae thru
feel like slping
while thinkin if i shld go mcs or go find amy and shan to buy sumting
den i decided to go with shan and amy
haha
reach ikea
den i saw tis transaprent box
at first i wanted to buy
but they sae goin orchard later
then i give up my toughts
haha
aft tat bought wat we want
then went down to PS for spot light
as usal
stayed dere for long
i hate goin spot light
owaes waste my tym
lol
open so big for wt la
shit
haha
but at least we mananage to get wat we wan
den we go thai express eat
so nice la
teh fried rice i ordered
we share tom yum soup
yummy
nicest i ever taste
den tat shan
kip tempting us eat tapioca
den we jiu ordered and shared
haha
ncie
realii nice
but in conclusion
i am stil not full
ahha
aft tat walk down to orcahrd midpoint
then amy sae she wannted to go off becos of nana
den i was like cos my bus also came
den i jiu go
leaving shan and grace walking towards hmv
reach home earli la
haha
and its the end
landed at home now
haha

out of yesterdae and todae!!!

IMF == oh ya
i was assigned to be cahsier for imf
i was not surprise la
cos i already expected
but wat is surprising is i am the first male cashier in their history and they dun even hav uni for males
oh my god
i shall consider lucky or not
haha

marketing presentation =
i can sae
marketing presetnattion is the best presentaion i ever had
i did not refer to any cards or notes
and i jus sae verbally using my memroy and the slides
and i stil nid remember the figures
at first forget sae
but stil manage to slot the figure in before the end
haha
the teacehr comment on me sae veri gud and well explain and detailed
haha
i am so hapi

last sat aft IMf training i meet her
aft lng period of tym
went kenny rogers and eat
the chicken so nice la
haha
but look at her
make me feel more nice
haha
den aft tat went walk walk
at first wan go watch movie de la
but sg ppl
all mad
oni like to watch and queue for movie tix duirng ex preiod like weekends
in the end jus shop ard
haha
although nth significant happen la
but overall is realli veri fun
and i luv it
and i am veri hapii
mayb becos of her pressence

there are ants over my house
toilet to kitchen to doors to living room
and now
my room
i am realli frustrated
step into my terriotry
i am eyeing on the route that they crawl pass
den once i see them
i will kill them
wuahha
quite evil
but i have no choice
their provoke me

yeah before profieciency test
we also cook at amy hse
me amy shan and peifen
we practice our cuts
so fun la
although food produce isnt veri high standard
but i stil sae
it is not bad already ok
haha
and ya
i tink i did ok for the test
hope can pass
manage to cut well
cook well
although not veri stable and steady when cooking
haha
soup the chef sae not enuf seasoning
pasta the chef sae nice
i was so hapi
hope i can pass
aft tat took theory
so easy leh
like chicken feed la
quesst was frm previous pop quiz
haha
so hapi i took a cab and went for the pop quix
it is worth it man
haha

==no control==

its the end

shall update sooner or later
wuhaha
i got fotos leh
but too tired to upload onto com and to here
haha

luv ya
luv everyone
but i dun luv myself
haha

the enD
Muackies

--i am SSK--

2006-07-17T10:50:00.000-07:00

Pig fOr sALe
anyonE?
hahaha--->the thrEE suppeR pig faCE
wah realli look like pig leh
hahaa
kip lookout for more fotoS
maYb u will also be inside 1 of e foto
--hahaA----

yeah--i am Sim Seng Kwang
oBviously rite
hahaa
jus cRapping aGAin

v
hahaha got laugh or not?

LOL

diaOxzzz

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start of proper entry
yeaH--toDAe is cUli
and u noe wAT
i am not late and i nber take cab
wah
and i arrive earli
haha
thnks for my bed not wanting me
haha
sunDAe nite
came home and wanted to pack
but i am so tired
so i decided to slp at 12
hahah
and planned to wake up at 1am
but common sense also tell me i wont wake up
hahaa
that dumb dumb called me at 1am
but i nber ans
i dun even notice the fone ring ba
and i also dint care bout that alarm
and i continue to slp until 3am
den wake up an pack everyting slowly
cut nails
pack clothes
den bath
any 620
carry all my barang barnag out
so damn heavy
hahaa and in the end...reach sch and get changed quite earli
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culi grooming check
the scary ting
but i hben kana deduct marks be4
i tink
and the nice mr jeremy sim (same surname familly)
say my hair is perfect man
oh
make me so high and shocked
i tought he look at me so long for wat (interested in me??)
hhaaa
diaoXxx
as i m not involve in trial cooking
i was in production
and is petite
i tought
finally petite
shld be wont cant veg again
but in the end
task allo
i was incharge of cutting onions
with anoth gal
she teared
i didnt
so proud of myself..
duno y
all the chef like me to cut veg leh
everyweek also got
last last week ( cut capsicum and peel potato)
last week (cut carrot)
this week (cut onions and peel potato)
u noe..
so poor ting
and in all the weeks before..i tink i also cut veg everyweek
y y ?
lol
i am pro in veg cuts meN
haha
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then me and tat onion gal was incharge of serivce in petite
den i was in charge of grilling and plating grill veel sausage
wah so long man (oppX heeE)
everytin was fine and fun
but after tat
chef phua left we two alone
den suddenly taht kitchen old virgin chef jasmine NG came
and she shout here shout there
sae wat the onion gal fried tings not cook de
den i took out the veel cos will chao da
den she sae y i tak out
i tell her chao da le la
she sae y i nber lower fire
den i sae lower to lowest le
she sae
cant lower
thne i sae
lower somemore is oFF le lor
den she kip insisting of putting back
so i dun care her
she jus want to win la (that PMS chef)
suXXxxx
duno wat is toking
oni know shouting
!!!!
aft tat hav debrief then jiu stay back discuss abt proj
den jiu leave for home le
so bloody tired
reach home jiu slp le
dun even care abt my food
wake up at 9plus to eat my pig organ soup
hahaaa
and ya
todae i eat damn little man
oni ate 1 chicken wing and 1 bao in sch
so seldom
normally i willl eat and eat
haha
good start in losing weight
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tml not going for culi lect
not goin for acc lect
and not goin fo rapplied research
decided to stay and slp at home to store energy
cos tml nid chiong proj till veri late
meeting tat lao qing at 1pm in sch to do proj
hahaa
so hardworking rite
i tihnk everyting will be fine
veri fine
yeah
until fridae
2 proj stress will be gone
yeSH
goin to end sch term le
yesH

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next mon is culi proficiency test
haha i tink i am goin to do badly
i duno how to cook soup and how to cook stuff la
i oni know how to season
tink i hav a gud seasoning skills
hahaa
oPPxx
hope everyting turn out well
i shall gatehr all of them who is in culi
to practice together
they shld be more pro in cooking
cos they are WOMEN man
haha
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hahaa ok
end here
enuf of rubbish
time to go slp
wuhahaha yeah
slping rox man

and last but not least
i realli wan to tok abt the red ants in my house
wah
they damn irritating man
everywhere also got
in my bed room
at my house main door
toilet walls
kitchen table
floor
everywhere also got
i hate them lor
i will squeeze them to dead whenever i see them
i noe it is cruel
but i jus hate them
hope they will shift home sooon

smileXXx
rock on maN
wuhahaaha

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---new blog entry--once in a while

2006-07-13T01:50:00.000-07:00

< Wats tat face -- wuhaha>

haha-lng tym no blog
i am here to blog
i am so busy
too busy to blog everyday
cos of all the stupid projs and lesson and test and everyting
haha
i skipped quite alot of class tis week
cos my bed ask me to stay by it through the morning
haha
tats all it fault
ahah
nth special happened tis few dae
went mediacorp for Singapore idol today
the show was nice
RAhiMa is so cute
simply thE besT
haha
hope she can gogogogo far and veri far
yest went out with teh tummy
go jurong entertainment eat the new japanese restaurant
like pepper and lunch
but cheaper
the hotpalte is nice
i ate beef and she ate chicken
somehow i prefer the chicken
the sauce taste ncier and sweeter
but beef also not bad
haha
also got sell noodles
but nber eat
cos the hotplate smell nicer
wuhaha
den hor
the neo print shop at the seond floor
got cool cool de machine leh
orcahrd dun have de
got pink background
so nice and coool
u all can go check it out
hah
yest also have my accounting test
erm
tink not going to do well for the stupid theory
but hope i can maintain the overall standard of the last mid term test
haha
look forward for the maRKs
may everyone bless me
harbour front muslim western food stall
the chicken burger damn nice
got colesaw got cheese got mayonise got duno 1 black sauce
and everyting make a nice nice big burger
and oni 2dollar
so if u all got go dere rite
must try ok
hahaa
aft next fri i will be more hapi le
haha
cos
aft the marketing and club resort spa project are done
i will be much more free
hahahahah
i hope and i pray
time can pass faster
and i realli lng tym nber eat steamboat or buffet le
hope can find some tym and gather those busy frens and go eat together
see my physco power
also wish to go sing eh
sing sing sing
ehhhhyeahn
so mani new song
hahahaa
oh la
shall end my crap here
aniway
i updated my mini bio
free can go take a look oRH
haha --oppX
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Lookforwardformynextpost
smilEXx
luv luv

----my foto that i like----

2006-06-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

i luV takiNg fOToS

-PreSEnting fOToS i likE with nO orDER of meRIT-

I luV the Shirt and thE angLE man-cOOl
i LooK sO FRiendLy and blESSed in tIS piC
oH no is tat pinK backGrd aGAin anD the ligHT iS making me lOOk sO sHArp!!
It'S obSCencE, bUt i juS love thIs the moST, wIth the cooL maRk on my faCe and the blUrrED backGRd behind me. dUn foCUs on my fACE--iT shaLl be preFEct
I loOked sO fIErce in TisS piC - i admiRE tis anotheR SidE of mE
i juS likE thE angLe oF this piC - aIming dowN fRm the TOp

tO be COntinuEd.......

-my life my story-

2006-06-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS tym---- Think This is Scary?????
DEN wat is this? -- iT's damn SCARy man!!
ThaT hungry monster is eyeing on my FOOD!!

i Luv piNk ColouR-peRFEct bacKgrDs!!
See No EVIL!!!

ANGANGANG

everyone has a diff story to tell and a differnt life to live
i have mine
although not veri smooth
but it leaves me with mani toughts and wonders
i certainly dun wan to live this life forever
i hate my life now
totally
i wonder how i manage to grow up in this kind of surrounding
and doing all this kind of tings
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i shall tink of waes to change all this
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thaNks to those who care to look at my blog
care to ask abt me
i appreciate
u all shld noe who u are
all those peeping TOM
hahaA
alL thanks to jeanie for the publicity through her blog
ahhaa
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projs and projs
marketing and club resort spa is making me mad
real mad
so mani research yet so little tym and brain juice to analyse all of them
i hate projs!!
haha
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i Hav bEEn gaining wEight recently
kip eAting and eaTing
and worst
aLl is those unhealthy Food
maYb is beCos last 2weeKs i am SicK
then i cut down alot on food
so this week i must eat everyting to make up for the lost
hah
and the main culprit is the petit cafe NUGGETS
why are they selling so cheap and so nice
make me buy almost everydae when i am in school
yummy
my tummy is getting bigger and bigger
it look like a spare tyre man!!
no!!!
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this fEW daes
kiP spending lots of money on unncessary stuff
mayb i shld start tinking
tues took cab to sch for that blody culi lesson - $15 gone (iTs so bloody ex u noe)
tues nite i slp through till wed morning, didnt set alarm and yes..i overslpt
miss my biz ett
decided to take a mc due to the quiz that i skip unwillingly
went to polyclinic
and ya
i need to wait for 250 more people before my turn to register
i decide to walk ard
came back
i toguth it was goin to be my turn
and yet
no
i stil need to wait for 150 more
looking at the watch
i noe if i am goin to wait
i wil be late for the lesson at 1 and will need to spend money on cab again
so i decide to go to the clinic next door
thinking tat it wil be cheap
but
aft some lies telling with the doc
i was told to pay $24 ..so ex la
and the clinic seems so lousy to me
also duno the medicine gud or not
sure is cheaat my mny
but cant do aniting
so i paid and go to sch
ThurS everyting was rite
i took my time
and i reach harbour frnt mrt at 1pm
and ya
my lesson start at 1
my apeL lesson
no choice
i decide to tak a cab since i cant skip it again
luckily it was oni $3
so within 3daes
i spent a total of $42 on cab and rubbish mC
luckily
jeanie lee intro a job to me on the july 7
aft calculation
i can earn $42 is not wrong
meaning that i wil be able to earn back the money
i am so hapi
haha
although i duno wat the job was like
didnt care much abt the scope
jus care abt the money
haha
OPpX
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evryting isnt on rite track for me
tym isnt enuf
and we haven meet for daes
i hope everyting will be fine
hope there will be stil sumting call love between us
i believe there will be
we shall work tgt and find tym tgt
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i hate my bRo
i hate myself ( everyting frm top to toe )
i hate my surrounding my environment
i hate my family
i hate sch
i hate projs
i hate the increasing cab fare
i luv my grandma
i luv my frens
i luv companionship of frens ( yes u all )
i luv to have more money
i luv to hav more tym
i luv food and food
i luv to slp
i luv to see u hapi
and there is sumting tat i luv
and that is
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shall end here...1 idiot mosquitoe has been biting me for duno how long
and i have 3-4 bites on my bodi
itS bloody itchy u noe

irritating!!!

take care everyone
kill all mosquitoes --- GOGOOGOGo

this is for u

2006-06-18T04:35:00.000-07:00

i am here to post everyting i have for u

y i nber sae alll this to u before
becos
when i am sad
and when its becos of u
i dun feel like telling u
as
aft i tell u
in the end
i wil be the one ending up consoling u
den in the end
my prob isnt solve aniway
so i would rather kip it to myself
but now
i realise tat i cant take it animore
i have to sae everyting tat i wan to sae out
i dun mean to hurt u
jus wan u to noe wat i feel all along

honestly tell u
i dun feel love at tymz
i tink u shld noe cos i told u yest

y is it so
even though u sae u love me thru sms and testi and etc
but u nber tel me face to face
u nber once sae "i love u" to me face to face
nber once hug me
nber once kiss me
i duno wat to do
it has been 4 mth
u noe
u ask me to wait
u sae u aint prepare to sae
and ya
u noe wat i feel
---
but how long must i wait
i nid sumting to let me move on
i felt so lost
i didnt feel acknowledged
although i noe u already did alot for me compare to ur pass bf
but
i just didnt get the feeling
mayb i am greedy
i appreciate wat u done for ne
everyting
but i realli nid more

u say u envy how other bf treat thier gf
me too envy how other gf treat their bf
and alot
how they hug thier bf automatically
saeing i luv u
and calling them names
and everyting
and when we are eating
how i wish u will feed me automatically and ask me if i wan
but
out of so mani tyms
how mani tym did u ask me
its not abt the food
its the feeling

and when i am sick
u sae u r worry
but
u didnt do aniting
yest
u have ur cca outing
i asked u
if i ask u to acc me go see doc
will u dun go to ur cca
u ans me
its ur responsibility and the tings are already bought
so u would go for it no matter wat and if there is a nid
u will leave earli and pei me
and ya
from tis
i know how much i meant to u
u noe how sad am i when i see ur msg
once u sae
i am in priority compare to mani tings
but
during twice of our mth anii
u can oni meet me late beocs of ur cca
and yest
becos of ur cca responsibility
u replied me tat
wat can i sae
i felt tat i am nothing u noe
NOTHING!
u sae u will leave earli if there is a nid
yest
my fever was 38.8 with flu and cough
tat isnt aniting
den must u wait for me to die
den u will leave earli?
i duno
tis cum to mind when i saw ur msg
and aft i tell u how i feel yest
in the end
u kip reply me and sae
now u noe wat i feel
now u noe wat i feel
are u jus pushing the blame to me
in the end
i nid to end up comforting and consoling u
and ya
did i feel aniting better
i tink no
i just feel fake
i jus feel disgusted
i duno
wat can i do
i cant let my self to dun care u
i cant bare to do tat

and everytym
u hav tings in ur mind
u jus dun wan to sae
wat r u trying to be
why cant u jus tell me
u tink telling me mak me sad or angry
but dun u noe
when u dun wan to tell me
i too will feel sad irritated and frustrated
how mani tym hav tis happeneD?
cant u jus sae watever u wan out
leave all ur complain to me
i noe i am not gud
i am lousy
mani tyms
i didnt sae anitng
but
i reali cant take it animore
and everytym
when i go out with u
when u hav tings in ur mind
u wil kip quiet and show me a face
ask u ting
u will sae nth
ya as if
u noe it is so irritated
i would rather u jus tell me wat happen
and rather u kip quiet

and when i am complainin abt my bro
can u jus show me sum support and stand in my side
everytym i complained to u
u would sae and end up to becum it is as if its my fault again
i duno
as i posted earlier on
when i hav no one to call
i caled u
i end up feeling to cry more
dun u hav aniting to tell me
i felt so lonely
i felt so alone
can u giv me some consolation like boi pls dun be sad
u nber ever call me boi or dear or aniting
i feel nth
i dunnno
sumtyms i wonder
do i hav a gf

and when cumin to our mth ani
when i show u the tings i made for u
u nber show ur happiness or aniting
nber sae aniting
not even a thank u
u noe how much i feel
its terrible
u noe
when i make for u the video
aft i let u see
i tought u would at least sae thank u or feel hapi or etc
but
in the end
u didint sae anting
ya
u noe
how i feel
although i nber sae it out
i cried on the wae back
how terrible i few
u will owaes msg me aft tat and sae thank u
and u luv me
and ya
wat is the use
its over
and its so fake
i nid sumting real
sumtings i was tinkin
y am i doin so much for u
when i get back so little
i jus tell myself becos i luv u
and i kip telling myself
things wil change and becum better
but
aft 4 mth
nth improved
and when its our 3rd mth
u sae u planned a surprise for me for our 4th mth
is ur surprise the pillow?
i appreciate tat
i like tat
but i dun tink it is ani of a big surprise to me
i jus feel dissapointed
very
and ya
wher is the 10smses?
it has been abt 2mth tat i waited
but
no sight of it
and u sae u would sing for me when we go ktv the next tym
how mani next tym hav pass
i know it had been hard for u
so i hav stop forcing u
but
i dunno
wats there to be shy infront of ur bf

and everytym i see ur blog
i jus feel sad
everytym u do posting
i am oni like a smal smal part
while ur fren
so big
i dun appear in aniwae of ur blog
haix

and whenever u tell me ur mama and aunty sae abt me
like u kip mentioning tat
its oni like oni hapeened once
but why i kip hearing tat same ting
tat incidente wher i didt send u home when we eat til so late
did u explain to them
is not becos i dun wan to send u
i hav told u the reason already
i dun wish ur relative to hav any negative impression abt me
but
wat can i do
they jus see the ugly me
and everytym dey complain to u or sae abt u
u wil be sad
when u tell me tat
i also feel bad and sad
how i wish i can be so perfect tat u and ur relative can be hapi abt me

and i tink ur studies is much much impt than me
when i hav prob
i dun even dare to sms u and tell u
i noe u will be wanting to concentrate on ur studies
but
u noe how miserable i am
i hav no one to tok to
my bro father my grandma and my whole family sux
and i dun hav ani others for me to tok to
at first i would approach amy
but she wil jus tell me to relax
i reali dun wat to do
i jus felt left alone
realli i am alone

i dun like to go home
dun like to face all the naggings socldings and al the nonsense that happen in my hse
realli
but i hav no one to go out with
except for the bunch of frens who chase idols
i tink tat may be oso a reason why i owaes go to mcs ba
i dun hav other palce to go to
no palce for me to hide

i noe i should tolerate all this
i noe guys shld comfort and console gal more
but i oso nid sum encouragement

i noe
u did alot for me
like u wil auto hold my hand
sumtyms u wil wait for me to go home before u slp and eetc
all this i aprreaciate
i am hapi
but
mayb i tink i hav put in too much
tats y i ask for the same amt or mayb more
or mayb
i am jus a person like to complain and tink too much
and think tat i hav put in alot and u hav not
i noe u hav alot to complain abt me too
u can sae everyting out too
and i hope so
i noe i am not a gud bf
i noe u aint hapi when i go home too late
or when i go and see those shows
and when i skip classes
all this i noe
and ya
wat more u wan to sae
all this
all u dun wan to tell me
owaes kip inside ur self
i duno
aft i sae all the above
wat will we stil be
i duno
wat i wan to sae is
i realli love u
from the start til now
i will let u decide
wat wil we be
i nid ur reply
i dun mean to hurt u
this is just my feeling all this while

last but not least
i nid to sae
u realli given me sum wonderful tyms and sumtyms when i reali feel hapi and luved
thanks

i am alone

2006-06-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

wat is FAMILY ?
i dun have tat in my whole life
my mother passed awae when i was 5
my grandma took care of me till i was bout 12
i love her alot and she is the only one i love in my family
she stays in malaysia and only come back to Singapore for few weeks during school holidaes
i noe she wanted to see me
and i wanted to see her
but
i dun realli wan her to come here
into this scary house of mine
everytym she cum
my bro will start screaming at her and they will be quarreling from dae to nite
i am so irritated by it
y mux my idiot bro scold my dearest grandma
tats wat make me hate him even more
he is an bastard
an evil old virgin man
todae--sumting happen
when my bro is back at 5plus evening
he realise tat my grandma packed all his stuff
and noe tat sum of his mag is being throw awae
he is frustrated and start shouting and screaming again
and me
have to like being brought into the fight
telling lies tat all the tings throw awae is mine
and my bro was like asking me wher is this and tat
and who is this and tat
i am damn frustrated
and my grandma was like crying
and she went back in the room
i duno how to console her
its was heart aching to see her cry
i dun wan to feel miserable cuming here
i duno wat to do
i cried too
but i tink no one noe
as i was lying on my bed
my bro shout and scream didnt stop even he sees my grandma crying
he jus sae she deserves it
i was feeling damn irritated
i scolded and scream back
and yet
my useless father
sitting in the living room
didnt even sae a single tin to stop my bro
wat the hell
i cant take it anymore
although i dun bear to leave her alone in the house
and i duno when my bro will stop his rubbish
i decided to go out and leave the house
before i go out
my father stil sae sumting to irritate me
and i can only sae
he care more about my crazy neighbour than us
i was feeling helpless and lonely
i have no one left in the family for me
i was alone and hav no wher to go
i hav no frens tat i can tell the story wit
i hav no shoulders for me to cry on
i was crying when i was on the wae to bus stop
and ya
i have no idea wher to go
the oni place i can go is mediacorp
and the oni person i tink of is U
but aft i call u
the more i feel like crying
i duno y
i hate my family
i hate myself
i hate everyone
i have no one
i am so helpless
wat shld i do
i hate goin home
i dun wan to face the people in this somehow fake house
i realli hope for more love and care
plssssssssssssssssssssssss
can sumone save me

i am realli realli sad

the sadness from the heart

sk

2006-06-09T02:16:00.000-07:00

it leaves fear in me
a single action tat reminds me about it
or a single move tat resemble it make me fear
fear if the ending will be like it
i am once a lonely boi
now i have found u
but y it sumhow tell me tat past will be back
let me hope and pray for and with the love in our heart
--------------------------------------------------
the sadness from the heart

sk

the past will not be pass

2006-06-08T03:05:00.000-07:00

it leaves fear in me
a single action tat reminds me about it
or a single move tat resemble it
make me fear
fear if the ending will be like it
i am once a lonely boi
now i have found u
but y it sumhow tell me tat
past will be back
let me hope and pray for the love in our heart

--------------------------------------------------

the sadness from the heart

sk

the past never pass

2006-06-07T11:56:00.000-07:00

it leaves fear in me
a single action tat reminds me about it
or a single move tat resemble it make me fear fear
if the ending will be like it
i am once a lonely boi
now i have found u
but y it sumhow tell me tat past will be back
let me hope and pray for and with the love in our heart

--------------------------------------------------

the sadness from the heart

sk

-------haix haix dae------

2006-06-04T01:35:00.000-07:00

todae went bishan
see SGidol
MILLY so Swit ah
hahaA
den aft tat went to look for her
haha
tok lotZzz
den aft tat went bugis
at first wan go eat steamboat de
but too mani ppl
den jiu go shaw centre eat ramen
so nice
i like the fried chicken
wuahha
and the teA
aft tat went bugis buy breaktok
i bough t2bread
so hungry la
eat so much ah
haAa
aft tat
went shopping
didnt buy aniting eh
den jiu take bus go mcs
wait for them cum out
oso nth to do
jiu sit here sit dere
haha
den aft tat wan drink my fren de drink
so unlucky
drink den pour onto my bag
hurhur
so SAd
nmood suddenly change
den dun feel like goin orcahrd with my fren
jiu went off alone
take the diff bus 980 change 100 change 61
took me 1hour long
wait the bus for so long lor
next tym i wont take tat
-----------------------------------------
suddenly i felt so sad
dere is sum reason
shall not sae it
--------------------------------------
i felt like vomiting now
duno y
felt so sick
haiXxx
-------------------------------------
and i hate u
y mux u everytym shout at her
yyyyy
FU ah!!!
u r not my anione
i haTE u foreveR!!

enDDed

20dae---paSSed

2006-06-02T03:52:00.000-07:00

its been bt 20daes since i last blog
haha
got miss my entry ma?
hhaa
so busy for the past many many daes...
haha
jus manage to complete my marketing proj.
erm
quite hapi satisfied and relief
the satisfaction to see a proj done by me individually being hand up
my hard work...haha redo and redo for so many time lor..finally completed..
hee..dun care rite or wrong le la
hee
yest also finish my club resort spa quiz
as mani ppl sae
studi oso no use
and i wan to slp earli the previous nite
so i nber study
oppXx
but i manage to flip thru the 10chapts notex once before the test
and my score was....
27/40
i am so hapi
i oni expect a pass
haha
i m not being hao lian ok
jus to share my happiness with u all
last mon--i oso handed in my biz entre proj
tat one quite interesting eh
and i take quite a short tym to do
hope teacher like my bloody idea ah
haha
and also...tat mon itself..i skipped culi
oH no
i was like
so guilty
but i did tat becos i want to stay at home and finish my marketing
so teacher
pls dun blame me
and that mon--sumting unpleasant happen
amber is out
oHH no
i realli didnt expect
at first i tought was mantou
but they went in
although i oso support them
but i prefer amber
so sad
realli
but they still have revival
although i noe chances not veri high
but i noe they will surely put up a wonderful show
all the best to amber and mantou
haaha
its goin to be holidae soon
i jus wish to get more slp
and complete all the proj asap
haha
planning to go thailand or hk
hEe
but i noe
in the end
we will stil be in singapore de la
---haha
thats oni empty wish la---
acc mid term test is cuming le
i studi it during my sec sch
but it is like so diff frm now eH
erm
but i hope i stil can manage to do well for it
all the best to me k
haa
----and ya-----
--------------------------------------------------------
todae is not a gud dae
mani tings happend
someting make me so irritated
i felt so lonely at tat tym
helpless
and mayb frenless
how can anione weigh between the closeness of a friendship
it can be shown by a slightness action
and it mean alot
alot alot
its over
so i shall not tink
--i tink life is abt give and take
--dun let ur anger or frustration disturb or irritated others
--being fake is just one word of advise i shall give
no matter how sad u r
put on a smile
go on and be hapi in front of everyone
and cry and shout watever u wan when u r alone
at least i do tat
i dun like to share sadness frustration with others
unless i am over irritated
i will shout
and scream
realli
--->>>>i am faker of a kind<<<-----
------------------------------------------------------------------
---------------------------------------------------------
thanks for your consolation
i noe i still have u
---------------------------------------------------------
contact lens oso drop
keychain of zip oso gone
haiXx
wat happen tdy
so unlucky eh
------------
i tink i shall end here
not feeling veri gud now
everyting is like so tied up
wat shld i do
i dunooooo!!!
let me put on a smile and enjoy my dae infrnt of everyone
---------------yes tats me-----------------------------
look out for my next post wor
haha
dunno when will it be
lalalalala
i am looking forward to 14june
see wat u have for me
--------------------------------------------------------

i am a boi
i wish for happiness
and dislike the feeling of heartaching

i luv u u luv me??

silly stupid me
hahahahaa

SK2

maY 14-motHEr's daE and ani daE

2006-05-15T01:43:00.000-07:00

i am so ugly - hurhur

u r so preTTy
u r so swIt
==hee==

iTs motherS day todaE
another year without her
but i am used to it
haha
todae woke up and ate 2 bao
plan to wak up at 3
but wok up at 1.20instead
hurhur
so tired and slpy
den aft tat jiu did my culinary quiz
got 40out of 50
quite hapi le
cos gt 20 question
den the last 5 i anihow do
cos no more tym le
aft tat do my Biz enTre
hahaa
tat one not bad
finished 1/3 le
will continue tomolo if i am not tired
so mani projs and hmwk to do
suX la
i hate sch daes
its when i hav no slping dae!!
aFt dat jiu slack till 6
den went to bath and cut nails
den ate fried kway teow
den went to do sum research for my grp porj
haben arrange them
i tink i wil do it tml
my bed and pillow is waving to me
hAA
at abt 9
i went out to city hall
bringing surpirse to my gal
she duno i was goin to look for her
heE
so funi
i actualli planned this on last wednesdae i tink
called her and use rubbish excuse to ask her out of the ballroom
she is attending her god ma duno who wedding
haha
so we celebrated our 3mth on fri instead of todae
i was so not lookin gud goin to the ball room area wearin my tshirt and jeans and specs summor!
so mani ppl -guys and women wearing so nice so formal
haiXx
i saw her back view
haha
how i recgonise her when i am standin quite a distance frm her?
haha -- ermm-her height la
of cos
haha
den she walked and walk to look for me
hEE
i saw her
and i was like
wah
my gal tooodae look like black princess
so pretty waering the dress
i tink she mux be hapi and shocked when she saw me there ba
haha
i hope its so la
den her god ma daughter saw me
den ask her if i am her bf
den kip ask her ask me go in
lucky i clever
sae my father waiting for me
haha
i was so sad
i tink i throw my gal face la
wear til so ugly
haiX
yet my gal was so pretty and wearing so nice
i am so feeling......
nbm

at least i saw my hapi gal
i gav her the boquet of 3some chocos
haha
den jiu take pic.
haha
how can i dun capture down tis wonderful memories
hEe
aFt daT
i saw mani ppl walking here and dere..
more and more
the more i felt...
so i jiu rush off veri soon
haha
hope she like the surprise i gav her
i am hapi when seeing her smile on her face
haha

however
i dint receive wat i wan
it has passed 12
once again
my heart is broken and my wish had went awae
i realli nid sum more of acknoledgement other den the 3words in the msg
i felt kind of helpless sumtym

i tink i wil be fine
i am owaes fine aft everyting
yeah
i will
i am strng
as if

ended---------
u r realli pretty
while i am realli ugly

fOoD we prEpared

2006-05-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

The food that make me ate 5bowls of rice!!

Cooked by Dennis

WE helped to prepare the ingredient

haha

fRI the 12th

2006-05-15T01:10:00.000-07:00

vEsak dAE
yeaH holiDAe
no Proj dAE
its holidae and yet i have to wak up like normal sch daes--woke up at 730am
meet my proj mates at bedok mrt at bout 840am
den went to charmaine hse and do projs
everyting went smoothly till 1220
den i went off to meet her while the others continue doin
guilty --haha
went to far east and looked for her
felt abit of a irritated
but was ok aft tat when eatin at the level 5 stalls
i ate pineapple fried rice
so nice la
haha
i gave the pOOh to her when i saw her at far east kfc
i tought she will pEEp at it la..but she nber..so guai ah
aft eating we go tak neo prints
so long nber take le
oso duno wt pose to pose
aft tat we walk under the rain to tak mrt to marina bay
went arcade to look for amy shan and dennis
played racing car..got the 2nd last..cos my machine sot
den played pool
got the 3rd last
haha
my poor gal got the last
u shld go see la..when she bowl..so funi
den jiu rush off to thiong bahru ntuc to buy the ingredients we nid for cooking
reach shan home and start cookin at 730
aft much of awaiting
dennis the cook
finally complete the whole course meal at 930
so hungry la
so nice and so long nber ate home cooked food
i ate 5bowls of rice?
haha
and drank 3-4bowls of soup
haha
i am hungry ghost la
heE u shal cal me pig
aFt tat jiu sent her to redhill mrt
didnt send her home cos nid to stay over at shan hse
she nber giv me aniting
kind of dissapointed and sad
but its ok
i am fine aft dat
den at 1.04am
the four sot de - me shulay amy shan dennis
start our journey to clark quay
we go to playgrd play la
so nice lor
back to my childhood memories
we walked for 2n a half hour to lau pa sat
dennis wanted food
and our leg are so pain la
shldnt hav agreed to the walk in the first palce
we ate tim sum den start to walk back again
walk back is fastr leh
oni tak 1n a half hour
but i am totally tired
went to shan hse
den not long jiu fall aslp le
haha
but oni slpt for a while cos nid to go mcs to tak tix frm sb

i enjoy..do u?
haha

todaE-i suX

2006-05-08T01:40:00.000-07:00

fully wake up at 12pm
cum online til 1pm
i got alot of stuff to do
but realli
i am confused
i am blur
i am irritated
i duno which 1 to do first
cut hair cut nail pack bag pack tis pack dat
aiya
so mani ting
i decided to bath first
den go cook maggie mee
den cut nails
den went to pack my bag
den went cut hair
den oH no
i was meetin my fren at 430
haha
i am not gona make it
i cancel the appointment
cos jason my fren
lend me his belt
so i dun nid go and buy in such a hurry
i change the tym and place to meet jiamei
to go mcs tgt
i reach dere on tym
but she is stil far awae
decide to go find food
went into a indian shop
ordered 3pratas
i ate them real fast
its cheap but it is realli damn nice --realli
i walk out of the shop
run to chase the bus tat idiot jiamei is on
haha
everyting was so ontym
and ya--i realli hate my hair
my perfume smell
i hate my self too
===reach dere and collected my tix---
not long jiu go in le
we cut queue--haha
oppX
the show was nice la
exciting
after dat
waited for them to come out
adryan suX
realli
spoil my mood
den oso saw the disgusting wenting kip sticking with tat banana
my mood worsen
den i tink of myself
den tink of all the stuff
think of tml de sch
tink of u
haiXX
the more i am feeling down
yeaH
i am sad
i bursted out crying when i reach hm
hurhur
when i was walking from busstop to home
my scary neighhbour who hate us to the core and wanted to beat me on serveral occasion
was behind me
but there is a distance
i walk damn fast
and run up the stairs
haha
i got into my hse in tym
before he walk past the door and stare at me
i was like
so scare aft dat
everyting suX
nah
except for u
i nid u
realli
be my guidance
i nid u by my side
==buT===
enD
laSt but not least
i jus packed my uniform and bag
i folded the uniform
i am afraid tat it wil get crumpled
but wat can i do
i duno
if the cher scold
i wil jux kip quiet
since i already tried my best to make it stay clean and tidy le
=======hope everyting gona be fine for me==========

yesterdae-the wonder dae

2006-05-08T01:20:00.000-07:00

=wE are tGt at esplanade - with the cutie small merlion=
yeST
wUoooo
i slpt for 15hours
and woke up at 1030
woken up by the noisy tv
the telecast of superband repeat
reluctant i
roll here and dere on the bed
realise i cant fall into my slp
i went to catch the repeat
watch the amber part
jiu cum online le
met her at 2 at orcahrd mrt
as usual i was late
naH i am guilty ok
haha
my mood wasnt very gud den
becos i was a bit rush and i felt messy and stuff la
its a mix and match of stuff
i felt like goin mad
mayb becos i am hungry
went popular shop and bought files and notebook
aft tat rush to lido de kfc and eat superstar set meal c -zingER
the bread is cut into half
i duno how to eat lor
lucky gal teach me a gud wae
the 7up -- no taste de , clever me request to change a new cup
eat finish jiu went fareast
saw a tshirt - quite nice
as my mood wasnt tat gud
so nber care the price
and bought the tshirt for 24.90
aft dat went lucky plaza
try alot of perfume
den finallu bought 1
tink the smell not abd -for 13.50
but todae i tried
eEe
i hate the smell
haha
i am not gona use it frequent
heEe
aft dat went Buy And Throw Awae
bought a leather shoe
choose here choose dere
6 is my size ..haha 30dollar leh
hurhur
aft dat
noe tat tym wasnt waiting for me
we jiu rush to take mrt to marina bay
meetin amy 6 at there
we reach le lor
but see no1
actualli i predicted dat she wil be late
haha
i am rite
he reach at abt 621 i tink
she is with her XX
we four go squueze the bus
haha so mani china ppl lor
hEe
lucky we r thin
damn alot of ppl lor
we choose the chong pang
food stil ok la
eat until half stil rain
haha
aft tat eat le
i not veri full actualli
jux tat the food there eat more le wil feel yuckie oni
we went to play racing car
i was the 1st
i am so hapi
hEE
first victory of the mTh
aft tat take 400 go tangong pagar change bus to fullerton dere
so squuezy la the bus
so mani ppl
although we gain weight le
but we stil manage to squueze in
haha
went walk walk at esplanade fullerton dere
took alot of pictures
haha
we 4 like tourist lor
hee
aft tat jiu send her go home
den i reach home at 1am
wah
so late lor
haha
but i am veri veri hapi la
cos long tym nber go out tgt le
when wil be the next tym leh
i oso dunno
sch life six
realli
haIxxx

sCh sIck sAd - tHe tRipplE C

2006-05-03T01:20:00.000-07:00

so long nber blog
y
cos sch reopen le
last week
5daes..i oni went sch for 2daes
lol
hben got myself on the track of schling
haixx
those life having to print notes do assignments and goin ole vbus (sUX)
haV beEN siCk
rEAlli sICk fOr long
stil not back to condition yet
poor me
sick - ok - sick again
hahaaa
so fun ah
and i like the flu medicine
which make me so drowsy and feel like slping
like the feeling of falling
the feeling of slpineSs
haaa
but yet i cant slp - cos i am in class ( nonoo)
sumone is not veri hapi tis few daes
so a little bit of affected me
nbermind
i tink and hope she will be fine soon
and hope i wil be fine too
==end==
goin to slp lor
tml class 9am leh
720 nid wake up
sUx
wHEr is my slp???

saD

2006-04-28T01:40:00.000-07:00

once a volcano erupt
it will definitely erupt in the future
once e trust is broken
its hard to rebuild it
once u hav e idea of imperfect
it will nber be perfect animore
when chance are given
it is meant to be treasured
and once
everyting flow like a high tide of the sea
there is nothing a small luv ship in the middle of the sea can do

pLs reAlii plS

2006-04-28T00:30:00.000-07:00

i luV u
REalli luV u
bUT
caN u gIve mE moRE acknOleDgemeNT,
dUn maKe me fEEl likE i am tOking to mysELf
caN u sHOw me mORe aFfectioN,
caN u paMper me MOr
caN u tEll me mOre aBt ur feELingz anD waT u aRE tinkIn
aLthOugh i maY nOt be peRfeCT anD dIDnt pRovide u wIth e loVE that U waN
n maYb i aSKed fOr too mucH
bUT i reali wISh tO bE wIth u
sOrry tO makE u fEEl saD anD kiP maKin u tInk sO muCH
mayB i am juS tOO lousY yEAH

==hOpe ouR luV dUn eNd==

onCE upOn a tYM

2006-04-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

cOntInuE...
mEEt heR at paYA leBar
aT firsT wanA gO aIrporT de
bUt aMy temP mE gO sIng Ktv
lOl
sO jIu weNt katOng sIng Ktv
hahA
thEY tELl me nOT to b laTE lor
bUt in the enD
theY laTE loR
hahaA
i reAchED aT 625 i tInk deN gO tO eaT twO cAKe aT nEAr bY de shOp
jaSminE shaN amY deniSE beeYAn aRRived
anD we wenT to sTart ouR kTv sEssIon
fROm 645 sIng till 10
anD oni cosT 6dOllar per PerSon
sO cheap lor
AFt taT weNT tO a hOngkoNG caFe wIt amY and gAL
sO mani fOOd to choosE fRm
dUno waT to eaT
i cHoosEd mY faV frIEd RIce
waIted for so long
buT the fOOd reALLi wOrth thE prICe anD the waIting tym
i likE the chili
gAL eaT french tOast wiTH peanut buTTEr
yuMMy
sTIl saE not hunGry
fInisheD the wHOle plaTE
thAt meaL cOst 1650 fOr mE and hER
anD cOS iT is alrEAdy 11pluS i sCAre laTEr gaL no buS take at juROng
sO jiu deCied to tAk caB senD her to eUnos
tOdae i am tOtallY bROke
aFt taT jiu TAke buS go homE mysELf
i dIDnt send her hOme
FElt so baD yeaH
==EnDED==
thanks foR cummIn all the waE to look fOr me
i REAlli aPpreaCiate
thnk tHnkX thnkxx
luV u

bOrinG afTErnOOn

2006-04-27T15:00:00.000-07:00

waKE up tIS moRninG
715
bUt deCide to cLose my eYE fOr a wHIle
bUt
whEN i oPen mY eyE
1hOur paSSed
815
deCide nOT to GO tO sCh
sInce i aM oSO vERI sICk
deCIde tO conTInuE to sLp
bUt rOll heRE roLl deRE rOll tIl 9plUS deN sLp
waKe up aT 130
eRm..a lonEly aFteRnOOn
dUno waT to DO
dUnO wheR to gO
sO bOrinG yA
sUddeNlY fEEl likE gOin tO aIRPoRT
dUnnO y
maYb lonG tym nbER go lE
sO haPi tO reCeivE a msG
"dO u wAN me tO miT u laTR?"
iT reALLi brIGhTen mY dAy
juS aTE fInisH mY fIsh baLl noDLes
qUite niCE aCTualli "reALLI"
nOw jiu lEt heR deCIde whEr tO gO anD miT aFTer daT
i aM sO aniTIng
hahA
i aM sO gUD yeaH
==tO be cOntinUEd==

-------

2006-04-27T00:25:00.000-07:00

i hOpE i caN sEe u
dUno whY
sO oF a suDDEn
hOpe u can peI me tmL
sEE u is bettEr thaN i go See dOc
yeaH
bUt
i noE u niD go sCh
sO nOt gonA saE mucH yeaH
i aM a gUd bOi
nOt fEELin vERi wEll noW
Felt likE vomitIng aFt i EAt the FOOd
dUh
dUnnO wHy
sO losT now
dUno wan go sCh not
or shld i GO sch anD dun gO for the fAIr
oR wat shld i dO
aiyA
i dunnO
liFE iS so mEssy fOe mE
anD aLl beCOs i tink tOO much?
yeah
taTs riTE
thatS the prOblem yeaH
i wilL woRk haRD
i aM sTRonG and i hOpe i can bE owaES haPi
anD be a Small LittlE lucki boi
====gO slp lE====
eNDeD

==biG hahA==

2006-04-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

hAv i heaRd tHaT laUGhTEr
wIl i eVEr sEe daT laUGhter
==eVEntS==
waKE up aT 1Pm sHarP toDAe
wOke up bY mY brO
shIt
aFt dAt jiu wENT onlinE cO slasT nite DIdnt manAGe to dO tAT
mY pAPa bought mE meESiam
WAsnT i sUpposE to eAt taT
buT i still eaT
coS i haV no moRE food availablE for me
pooR yeah
aFt dAT wenT baThin anD rushEd out tO meEt aDel fOr moVIe
e MoVie sTart 435
bUt i reacheD pS at abT 433
aFt daT rUshed down to the cAthay wIt her
dEN wenT in and waTched so loNG de ADvertISemeNt
so rEgRetTed daT i RusHed juX nOw
tHe shoW wAs abT 2HOurs
iT is brillanT and so niCe
thE dance movE so amAzing
sO woRth the PricE
haHA
aCtualli nO priCE cos we usE a fRee cOuple to exhange fOr the TIx
dUrin thE show
i wAs fEelin so hungRy
thE meeSIam tO mE is likE ntH
haHa
wE wenT pS to eAt aFterdaT
den gO walk waLk a little wHIle
deN i wenT brEadtoK bUy a biG halFED brEAd den wE jiu gO seperATe waE
shE went tO tak mRt
i gO take my 65
sO crOWded la
but sTil manaGE to geT mysELf a seaT
==eNdeD++
hAv i heaRd tHaT laUGhTEr
wIl i eVEr sEe daT laUGhter

sUckie daE 24th aPriL

2006-04-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

aHHh
tOdae sTArt sCh le
oH nO!!
===evEnt===
wuhaha
todaE wake up so damn earli lor
530 jiU wake up le
oni slp for bout 4hOurs
haIxx
so dAMn tiREd
mEt shULay anD peiFen at 715
i waS the fIRst to reach
takE the 40mIn buS journEy
QUiTE fAst leH
FAster thEn i pREdict
hahA
deN jiu went to sch le
sO "lookIng fOrWARd"
firST leSSOn
thE chER tOk sO much
anD the more shE tOk
thE moRE i fEEl like sLping leH
deN hor
tHe moRE i dislike the sUbject
cUlinary science
sO troublesOme lor
Like goin tO aRMy like daT
hOpe mY second lessOn wont cum so faST
hahA
thE chER rEleaSe us EArli
AMy shan peIfeN laY YAn miN anD me went HArbouR front PasTA maNia to eat
stAred at a rOw of uncLes for veri lOng loR
deY so bHb
sIt dere SO lonG
knS
luCki in the eDn they stIl wenT off
i ordeRed Creamy chicken
At firsT eat so NicE
buT deN beCUm so YUckiE in the end
and ya!!!tHe gArlic breAd maKe my Mouth so SMelly
almoSt dun daRE to Open my mouTh
aFt daT jiu wENt orchard wIt aMy shan
aT firST wan GO home sLp de
buT aT the eNd
i SO kind
jiU pEI daT amy wAIt for her frEn at orchaRd
wENt to wHeelOck
aLl amy faulT
maKe me haV the urGe to go nokia carE
deN awIted lonG to complain tO thaT CUStOmer caRE
deN my pHOne went in oPeraTion
dEN we go FAr east
WIndoW shop
i bOught sumting oRh
buT dIdnt gEt wat i wan
hUrhuR
all amy faulT
i will rMB!!
aFt taT amY frEN aRRived
mE and shaN jiu go seperate waE
i sAw liLian
Jux aSK her abT sum stUff
deN wenT deVelop fOto
i Ran undEr the rAin
cOOol
deN 6pm rEAched nokia caRE
taK a QUeUe numbEr and waIted 1houR for my FOne
yeS
180
iS my turN
buT the perSOn checK and cheCK
deN reAliSe my hp sTIl under obSErvaTion
aSK me waIt for 10mIn
i dIdnt urgUe
Jiu sillY sit theRe waIt
aFt dat finaLl gOt back my hp
haha
so hapi
the lAg anD stuFf all no moRE lor
so haPi
thE tym is wOrth it
haha
aFt taT went orchard mRt
rUsh into a trAIn
anD yeS
i toOk the wRong traIn
suCKie
wENt tPy cHange bUs homE
weNt home chaNge online jiu gO out to mCS le
See the result shoW
lucKi amBre dId noT out
aFt tAT jiu waIt for them to cum out
jiU wenT home le
haha
tIRed and long dAE ya-===

endEd

mY biG daE

2006-04-21T22:45:00.000-07:00

oH my gOd
thE bIg daE finaLLy paST yesTErdAE
==eVENt==
sLAck at hOme til 5pluS
deN tAKe mRT aLone tO bOOnlaY
thE lonG journEY so tortuRIng
plaYed snAck foR the wHOle journRY
bUt kiP dyIng
beCUm damN irRITaTEd
lol
mY stOmaCh isNt fEELin gUD duRIn daT tym
anD waS so neRvous
mEEt thaT pig at boon lay den heLp her caRrY her booKs to libRARy
iT haD beEN so lonG sinCE i go neaR ani librarY
finaLLy
thE biG tym aRRivED
hER papA and maMA rEAched
i fOrgOt to menTIon
toDAE is the daE i goin to mEEt her pareNTs
oHhh
i am so dun comfortable anD nerVOus and pacNIckED for thE wholE 2dAE
aCtualli i saw hER mama be4
bUT whEn i saW her
"whY lookeD so diff..likE becum younGER leH.dID she go plastic sErgeRy?' i aSKed myselF
hER pAPa althouGH the FACe lookED so STricT
bUt i can SEnse dAT he is a cuTE anD nice papA
haha
wENT to EAt kFc as sUGgESTEd by heR mama
eVeryting wenT on smootHly
i waS sO fuLL
hER wiCKed mamA kip aSk me to eAT tis EAt daT
i waS too obedient to reJEct
sO i juS eaT
didNt anionE noe my sTOmach is so uncomfortablE duRIn taT tym
hurhur
but iTS ok
for my gAL gaL
i caN endURe
hahaA
aFt daT wenT to ntUc anD peI her mamA do her shoppinG "aUnty shoPPin"
so my auntY piG oso niD to go
haha
aFt daT helPed to cARry tingS for them
i waS so kind
buT gona aDMit
iT was so heaVy lor
wENt to her houSE
anD onCE the doOR is oPen
i saW my GReaTEst fEAR
hER biG doG
lol
bUT sTIl ok la
thE dog GReeted me weLL
anD leFT me wIth sUm oF his/her sMEll
hahA
a frIEndly dOG indeED
wenT straight inTO her room help hER solve her loTS oF compuTER and printER promblEM
i am sO cleVEr lor
buT fElT so baD
diDnT heLp to solve her hP cable prOblem
hurhuR
hER mama maDe uS tWO cup oF dELiciouS souR limE juicE
sO yuMi
bUT i dId not finiSH the wholE cup
gaL u shlD noE hoW i dEaL with the leFT ovER ba
leFt her hSE at ARD 11 pluS anD tRAVel a hOur plUS jouRNey homE
i am sO guD..anD my buTT is so pain AFT tat jourNEY
==tHOughtS==
everyting turn out WEll
dIdnt hav tHOse tAT i prEdict
hahA
her kind PapA and maMA muX haV leT me tIS pooR boi oFF tis tym
heR wholE family so sWIT and CUte and lovELy
i am sO jealouS
hER mama sTIl cal her bRO darling loR
so sWIt
hEEE
TAT piG dun eVen cal me daT
huRHur
tInk wiL haV lotSA chancE to go hER hsE in the futuRe
----eNDed---

sUrPriSE

2006-04-18T11:00:00.003-07:00

iS my hP whIch iS louSy
oR is IT uRS?
haha
=eVent=
wOke up 6.30 am
thOughT i waS late
tInkin iF i gOin to tAke cab
oR goin to poly clinic
i rUshed to baTh and wear my cOntaCt
anD ya
deN i reaLise
mY leSSOn was aT 9
sO waT for i wAke up sO eaRLi?
oMG
i wEnt to lyE dOWn
i REcEIVed a mSg juX now
SAeing tAT i dIdnt sEnd hER a mSg beFore i slp laSt niTE
i waS likE
haLf saDDEd
cOs i diD send 2mSg to her ah
buT...
mY mooD beCUm dUll anD down
lyE and lYE
by thE tym i wEnt out
deN By the tyM the BuS cUm
i reALise i sHld cHAnge a tRAIn insteAD
iF noT i wIl be laTE
thE trAIn sO squeEzy but i manAGE to sntACH to gO intO a tRAIn wIt a guy
pooR guy
hahA oppX
bOught two cuRRy puFF at the haWker
sO nicE
weNT for my firsT leC "cUlinaRy scIence"
sO SUcky ah..gOt calleD up on thE first leSSOn
aNd asK me abT bio
a SubjeCt i dIdnt studi in my sEc sCh tym
aHHh
maNAge to geT thRU
aFT tat went fOr aCC
sO lucKI
i LEarnt aCcount beFOre
sO i waS like
henG ah..luCKi not a maTh
aFt taT me aDEl laY anD peifEn sKippEd our laST lec =thnKx to ZHang wEI
we wenT hawkER to eaT
yummY maggie mee goREnG fOr me
den meT up wiTh amy and shaN
anD we went queenswaE
i suGGEsted
buT in the eND
i diDnt buY aniting
buT its shAN tat bought
PooR shan
aFt tat wenT clementI to mEEt the piG
deN aFt tat went JP
gO to eaT cheeSCake and bought a bottle of liang tEH
DEn go find her mama and Went ntUc
anD tO mY surPriSE
shE wanT me gO EAt sTeambOAt at theiR hsE tonitE
i waS likE
i aM gona FAInt aH
sO sCARy aGAin
thE whole fAmily u noE
eating steamboat tgT
ReaChed her Home
see hEr eLDer bRO
so mani meaT
wuhaha
wHen i eAt
i wAs so qUieT
dUno wAT to TOk
dunO wa Tto eAT
fEEL so loSE
lol
LuckI shE waS besidE mE
in thE end
i reALise i aTe up thE tAO ki daT her mamA wan
FElt so guilty
huRhur
bU tnber saE out la
i waS too neRVOus
pls Forgive me
i wASnt veri fUll la
hahA
piG ma
dEN jiu wenT home le
==thouGHts===
TRavElling fROm boon laY to my hse on buS 154
rEAlli
buTT veri pain
cos thE journeY was moRE than 1houR
soBxx
==endED==
thaNks fOr uR reWaRD
i hOpe iT is noT an iLLuSIon

===i waN to gROw tALLer===

2006-04-18T11:00:00.002-07:00

i reALli waNNa grOW taLLer
bUt i tinK tIS iS the beST i can gO lE
sO saD
reGreTted tAT in the paST nBEr plAY baSKEtbaLL reGUalRLy
haIxx
taLl taLler taLLEst --> mY dREAm 4eVeR

---wOooooo---

2006-04-18T11:00:00.001-07:00

mY eYe is sO pAIn nOw
anD i am sO damn bLoodY afraid bouT tml
bU toso veri lookinG fORwaRD 4 it AH
hahaA
===EVents+++
toDAe wokE up aT 1230
do mY dailY routine
deN 2 reached tanjong pagar to find adel to hand in tymsheeT
so hungry and went to eat BK (yUMMY)
aFt daT rushEd to cine fOr thE moVie
bUt hte person saE the VOuchER onI caN use aT the nEW caThaY
sO weNT liDO waSh fOTos
415 we ReaCheD thE caThaY
tO ouR hapy heaRing -- thE perSOn saE --> tHIs shOW no Free lisT toDAe,sO cant C!!
saDdED lor
was waiting for the mIss pIggy to shop finish with her fren
sO i jiu dRAggeD mY gUD frEn adeL go PS shoP wit me
haha wenT to sEE hp aGAin (cOOll maD mE)
dEN went spotlight til half den sTOmaCH acHE anD wENT toilET pOoPoo (yUCkS!!)
aFt DAT wENT OG bought 3paCKeT oF maGGIE mEE from kOrea
gAL oSO go deRE finD me
so maNi daEs nVer sEE her -- fEEL so dELighTED whEN i sAW hER
aFT taT adEL leFT us and mE and gaL go hMV sHOp
sO unLucki lor-kaNA sPoteD by jaSOn--hhAA
deN jiu went taKA EAT fisH and chIps--
thE mad gaL halF eaT half laugh!!
deN aFt tAT my eye PaiN
sO jiu sENd her gO hOme
--bY the wAE i bOught a PuRPlr shiRT toDAE ---> sO haPi!!
===tOughtS===
toDAe quiTE hapi
cOS mET my lonG tym no SEe gaL gAL
hOpe can SEe her eVERidAE
hEEhEe
bUT thERe is stil littLE of a SAd tYm
i wIsheD foR sumtinG duRIng ouR bus JournEY homE
bUt--
neGAtiVE rePly
bUt iTS ok
i wIll wait!!!
hEE
=out of bOx==
juS sAW the bLog of twO handsome gay
haHA
got the url from gal gal de
thEy are so cOol
so oPen
i aDmiRE them
hahA
oPPs
gAL u muX becaREful le
=====eNdeD----

vIrGIn ZOmBIe

2006-04-18T11:00:00.000-07:00

haV u eVEr sEen a zOmbIE posTIn bLog
wUooo
i aM so TIRed
yeT sTIl unAbLe to FAll aSlp
sO--dEcidED---->to BLoG!!
tIS is waT i prOmisE gaL tO sET up
hahA
whEN shE sEE tiS..sHE suRE ask y i nBER gO slp
oPPsss---duN sCOld mE!!!
====tHOughTS====
eRM
tIS FEw daEs
i aM quiTE dePReSSed
aFter reAdin hER pOSt in hER bloG
tINkiN tAT i am aCtualli quitE of a sELfisH
shlD pUT mysELf u heR shOE
i wIll WORk haRd
anD maKE sure wE both wIl not fEel loneLy in aNy point oF tym!!
---EveNTs---
tOdAe wENt tP fOr abT 6hOurS de leCture
sO sian--HOlidAE sTIl niD go baCK
aniWAE i waS jus SLackin anD waSnt paYIn anI aTTentIon
waS jus DrawIng anD sLAckinG
hhaAHa--i aCtualli tRIed to paY atTEntIon
bUT when i tRY--i eNDeD uP fALlIn asLp--FuNI!
hahaA
aFt dat wENT maRIna anD suntEC witH amY shan-whIle fLexibLe and gRACe joinED us laTEr on
wE haDnT a wonDERful DInER at sAKaE!!
sPenDIn me $17!!i am BrOke!!
bU tquite satisfieD wITh the fooD
hahA -- i aM piG-- i aGRee--hEE
aF tTAT weNt sunTEc 3Rd leVel
thE 4 maD perSOn waS lOOkin at all the "tuRN TUrN"
maK me Oso higH den oso fEEl like turninG!!
haHA
Lucki i contROlED mYsELf wELl
bUT in the enD oso boughT 1 fROm aMY coS i jus like TAt fIGuRIng!!
aFt dAt jiU wenT homE lEe--
====ENdIng=====
GOin to sLp noW
mIss vEron - Pls dUn curSE me wHEn u c TIs k
hahA
nITeXxxx
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